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- Yesterday, 18:11
- Jan 24, 2013
yeah, i heard it, no problemThere is a blurb in there about you. Did you catch it? Sorry I didn't remember your username.
Well, my first thought is that I had no idea putting an @ in front caused a notification on my phone. And sorry, I was gonna reply sooner but my mother suddenly turned up at my house with a bag of cleaning products and insisted on spring cleaning the place - at 18:30. She's only just gone and it's almost nine o'clock.@Rixus, Thoughts?
The messages didn't get deleted.Did your video get deleted because my comment from February got deleted?
Auburn has been unresponsive in the past recently I think he is very selective and cocooned in what he does with his time and what he involves himself in. Auburn is very secluded or just very introverted and has a bubble, a boundary he keeps in and out things. I saw him post a picture of a person in a chair in a blanket with headphones to show the immersion he feels with music. I just think he cannot deal with so many things and I try not to contact him anymore. He is just on a higher level now. Not saying not to try.
This message is different from the deleted one I do not know why it was deleted.
After being away from the internet a week I was unwinding in from the need for constant action. Reevaluated a ton of my theories. Yes, I constantly feel I must do stuff and I feel like crap when I do nothing. But constant doing is draining. I hate having no practical implementations for my ideas. When I was in school all I knew was that I wanted to do cool stuff but I did not know what so I did small things but they were not good enough. I could draw them but not make them. In 2001, in 7th grad, age 13, I had the Idea for a 3D printer but I did not know how to make 3D printers. It was a wasted idea. I come up with so many wasted ideas. But I do so simply because my mind needs something to do. And I constantly work at making new ideas even if I have no ideas to work with at the moment. When my mind is blank I distract myself until it is no longer blank.
I am saving this message if it gets deleted.