I haven't looked into the socionics types before, but the MBTI type needs to be converted to its socionics correlation before the chart can be used accurately.
Though I/E, S/N and T/F are equivalent, j/p is not the same as the Myers-Briggs J/P
A Myers-Briggs INTP = socionics INTj. But all this is explained on their website.
Yozuki, have you tracked the manifestations of your fluctuating types? Is there a pattern? The bottom line is MBTI is a sometimes useful tool and a fun toy, but not the absolute final word on who we are.
This cannot be easily answered in my current style of speaking (DAMN YOU!), so a more down to earth and technical approach is required.
My base is an INFP, I've been that since a kid. I believe highly in chivalry, treating people with respect, avoiding eye contact, being warm and compassionate to other humans, and otherwise giving them the benefit of the doubt. I believe I can reason with my enemy and make them my friend. Romance is the one thing I pursue to the highest. Romance is an ideal, not an act of sex. Sex is something weak and irrelavent to what I want.
Now enter the real world and change of the Internet from my sheltered life around 2003. Something was wrong. I had a mental disorder, I didn't feel whole, I felt like I was constantly being abused for my principles and goals in life, I lost all trust for humans as I see the worst in them. I had to stop and view OCD for what it is, something irrational and fleeting. I had to see things in the third person. I had to rip apart my personality, subject myself to things I didn't find fun at all, and otherwise give myself cognitive behavior therapy.
OCD itself is background noise and anxiety. It is an obsession that compels the sufferer. It feels very much like INTP in its purity.
I still believe in my INFP principles, but I've forgotton how good it feels to show them until recently. Normally I let my jaded personality go into analyze mode. When I've finally made up my mind, I normally exhibit high pretencious beliefs and remain unwaivering. It's either me or them, and I choose me. Emotions have been hurt too much in the past, so I normally try to shut them off with CBT.
By and large, I'll always have an obsessive INTP in the background. It kicks in the minute I have something I want to research. Most tests online say I'm an INTP, but I'm unlike most INTPs and act more like an INFP.
I am sort of an IXXX personality trait. Most of the tests show me split very close down the center. Anymore I'm on a quest to become whole, regardless of my personality type. Really, the only thing I need to learn is to be an extrovert. Something, I have never looked forward to and refuse to do.