Black Rose
An unbreakable bond
Disclaimer: This is my own understanding, not medical advice.
From the pills I take I have medications for convulsions, schizophrenia, bipolar mania, and autistic traits.
They help me to function normally and I want to explain how I think they work to show what might be happening.
A seizure is when a burst of electrical impulses happens in the brain at a size disproportional to common functioning. This is created by an influx of calcium into the brain cells because there is not enough magnesium to stop the influx. At a constant rate, calcium is absorbed into the cell as the signals propagate along the nerve fibers. Magnesium for a short time blocks new calcium from entering and as the calcium leaves the cell.
This is the simple version because many other minerals are at play in electrical conductivity. Any disruption can cause a build-up of chemicals that do not balance out creating huge bursts of impulses. A normally functioning brain cell can send multiple bursts of signals at the same time, depending on where they are connected. But together they can get too much or not enough chemicals to maintain balance.
A brain is trying to send signals in a process. To create a representation of the outside world and to change it based on what needs to be done to survive. So it grows in such a way as to direct where signals go that become accurate. Those directions of signal-sending produce the effects of perception and thinking cognition.
This connects back to my conditions of which might not be fully separable cases. Siezers make the brain lose clarity of what is going on so cannot self-correct the way it needs to. It requires having a more stable environment for me to handle things because stress will not allow me to do certain activities normal people can.
Often I have ideas about things and being unable to get what I need makes me reliant on others keeping to myself with little care for myself.
I have a lack of self-awareness for what needs to be done most often only coming to realize I need to do important things too late and becoming manic.
I believe that to make things better, I need to learn more about my physical health.
That requires getting my living conditions correct to allow for a sense of stability.
From the pills I take I have medications for convulsions, schizophrenia, bipolar mania, and autistic traits.
They help me to function normally and I want to explain how I think they work to show what might be happening.
A seizure is when a burst of electrical impulses happens in the brain at a size disproportional to common functioning. This is created by an influx of calcium into the brain cells because there is not enough magnesium to stop the influx. At a constant rate, calcium is absorbed into the cell as the signals propagate along the nerve fibers. Magnesium for a short time blocks new calcium from entering and as the calcium leaves the cell.
This is the simple version because many other minerals are at play in electrical conductivity. Any disruption can cause a build-up of chemicals that do not balance out creating huge bursts of impulses. A normally functioning brain cell can send multiple bursts of signals at the same time, depending on where they are connected. But together they can get too much or not enough chemicals to maintain balance.
A brain is trying to send signals in a process. To create a representation of the outside world and to change it based on what needs to be done to survive. So it grows in such a way as to direct where signals go that become accurate. Those directions of signal-sending produce the effects of perception and thinking cognition.
This connects back to my conditions of which might not be fully separable cases. Siezers make the brain lose clarity of what is going on so cannot self-correct the way it needs to. It requires having a more stable environment for me to handle things because stress will not allow me to do certain activities normal people can.
Often I have ideas about things and being unable to get what I need makes me reliant on others keeping to myself with little care for myself.
I have a lack of self-awareness for what needs to be done most often only coming to realize I need to do important things too late and becoming manic.
I believe that to make things better, I need to learn more about my physical health.
That requires getting my living conditions correct to allow for a sense of stability.
