Tenacity
More than methods to the madness
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The popular sentiment, in mainstream technology media especially, regarding dormancy is that "doing" is a must for change and growth, thus, the opposite, "dormancy", will counteract growth.
But thinking in depth might not "count" as "doing" something, because it is not measurable by the outside world and society unless translated into something tangible.
Yet, it is crucial for magnitudes of systematic invention - Is it not?
The opposite of "agile"/scrum isn't "waterfall": it's being left to think in depth without unnecessary distraction. The whole tech environment thinks a modality that was originated by a war general will be conducive to success, and then the brand new child, agile, supposedly iterative and adapted for cycles of innovation and invention, now merely acts as a logistical facilitator pressuring speed than enabling true discovery. It is closer to a modality / set of procedures created for the sake of simplicity. The outside world wouldn't be able to provide the right type of validation compared to a divergent thought.
I say this as I have recently & throughout my life received judgment from family and peers about pressures of achievement by their definitions. I have to mentally reassert myself as a result of dogma. Wanted to see if any of you share in a similar frustration, or if I'm being overly naive to believe that it is not only okay but completely necessary and a -requirement- for me so be thinking in isolation as to come up with new solutions for the world and -then- act upon them, rather then throwing pieces of new yet thoughtless garbage at the world and expecting people to magically tell me about problems/solutions for me to overanalyze into a Neverland I'll never get to enjoy. I believe in "failing fast" as much as the next modern techie, but when I see something that was half-baked and released, I'm like... why... did you put that out and completely damage your reputation in getting XX hundred 1 star reviews... Just because your investors told you to, or your business-savvy comrades itching for the dollars to reign in pressured you? Do you know what I mean? Do you observe this?
I don't think I am on a path to "genius", however, I think that the term "genius" is the only trait I could possibly value highly as an NT that would counteract the incoming noise of the world that tells me I am not supposed to be the way I am.
Are there any people who are alive now or had lived this way throughout history that come to mind that can represent this behavioral preference as social proof, especially to act in defense in times of self-doubt? Others beyond Einstein, Bill Gates... Who are the people that are alive today that I can look up to in times when I feel guilty for choosing to be socially isolated?
But thinking in depth might not "count" as "doing" something, because it is not measurable by the outside world and society unless translated into something tangible.
Yet, it is crucial for magnitudes of systematic invention - Is it not?
The opposite of "agile"/scrum isn't "waterfall": it's being left to think in depth without unnecessary distraction. The whole tech environment thinks a modality that was originated by a war general will be conducive to success, and then the brand new child, agile, supposedly iterative and adapted for cycles of innovation and invention, now merely acts as a logistical facilitator pressuring speed than enabling true discovery. It is closer to a modality / set of procedures created for the sake of simplicity. The outside world wouldn't be able to provide the right type of validation compared to a divergent thought.
I say this as I have recently & throughout my life received judgment from family and peers about pressures of achievement by their definitions. I have to mentally reassert myself as a result of dogma. Wanted to see if any of you share in a similar frustration, or if I'm being overly naive to believe that it is not only okay but completely necessary and a -requirement- for me so be thinking in isolation as to come up with new solutions for the world and -then- act upon them, rather then throwing pieces of new yet thoughtless garbage at the world and expecting people to magically tell me about problems/solutions for me to overanalyze into a Neverland I'll never get to enjoy. I believe in "failing fast" as much as the next modern techie, but when I see something that was half-baked and released, I'm like... why... did you put that out and completely damage your reputation in getting XX hundred 1 star reviews... Just because your investors told you to, or your business-savvy comrades itching for the dollars to reign in pressured you? Do you know what I mean? Do you observe this?
I don't think I am on a path to "genius", however, I think that the term "genius" is the only trait I could possibly value highly as an NT that would counteract the incoming noise of the world that tells me I am not supposed to be the way I am.
Are there any people who are alive now or had lived this way throughout history that come to mind that can represent this behavioral preference as social proof, especially to act in defense in times of self-doubt? Others beyond Einstein, Bill Gates... Who are the people that are alive today that I can look up to in times when I feel guilty for choosing to be socially isolated?