You can't ask others to tell you what to do, you have to try things to find out what you like, it doesn't matter what other people say, its what YOU personally chose. Otherwise, you let other people live for you and when you look back at life, thats a waste. If we tell you what to do, you won't do it. Nobody knows you better than yourself.
How about go to library and delve into classic literature until you learn about what good writing is, find out which authors you love and which you don't love. Writing is free. Then develope yourself as a writer. You can write about a crack in the wall, an ant walking into it, a weed in the sidewalk, you can write about the smallest things to the largest. Look for essays like ONCE MORE TO THE LAKE or The Chrysanthemums, and study them.
Or, an instrument maybe. Get a drum or a flute or guitar and practice.
Or, buy some noodlers brown ink, a fountain ink pen and a journal and draw fun characters in your journal.
Or perhaps a camera and take closeup photos of what you like.
Or, do some jogging or pushups every day.
Or get online recipes and learn to cook.
First published in Harper’s magazine in 1941, “Once More to the Lake” narrates White’s visit to Belgrade Lakes, Maine, where he had vacationed as a child. Golden Pond in
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The Chrysanthemums ~ A Classic American Short Story by John Steinbeck (1902-1968) The high grey-flannel fog of winter closed off the Salinas Valley from the sky and from all the rest of the world. …
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