passingby
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I quit trying in high school, due to me hating the system (it's been gone over so many times I don't even need to elaborate on what I mean here). Even in the classes I might have had an interest in (the sciences, math) I tuned out because I didn't see school as necessary to make enough money to support my intellectual pursuits outside of work. And in that I was correct, I'm doing just fine financially, and in fact compared to people my age I'm doing excellent (I have an entrepreneurial spirit... actually scratch that I'm lazy and found a way to make money with little input). The problem is my day to day life just isn't stimulating my Ti. I mean I play around with math problems just to keep myself from going nuts, but I need something I can really sink my teeth into. So I'm going to upgrade my high school physics and chem and math, and then enroll in a comp sci undergraduate program at the city university.
I think one of the main reasons I've been able to last this long, is I've been high pretty well daily for 4 years or so, or drunk, and I think those things kind of tune out my Ti in favor of Ne, which runs loose when stoned. Anybody else experience this (the tuning out)? I hear some people claim weed actually helps them focus, but not for me.
Just to clarify, by 'tuning out' I don't mean it's completely absent, just that I can stare at the sky (or the wall, or blankly at TV shows) for hours coming up with some ludicrous things without having to actively engage and analyze a particular system, ie. feeding my Ti. Except the economy, and making money, I got that down and now it's boring.
I think one of the main reasons I've been able to last this long, is I've been high pretty well daily for 4 years or so, or drunk, and I think those things kind of tune out my Ti in favor of Ne, which runs loose when stoned. Anybody else experience this (the tuning out)? I hear some people claim weed actually helps them focus, but not for me.
Just to clarify, by 'tuning out' I don't mean it's completely absent, just that I can stare at the sky (or the wall, or blankly at TV shows) for hours coming up with some ludicrous things without having to actively engage and analyze a particular system, ie. feeding my Ti. Except the economy, and making money, I got that down and now it's boring.