My life today

[Black Rose]

A few months ago I was a little bit delusional. I was seeing synchronicities allot everywhere. Being to excited events lead me to go to the hospital again in June? When I got out I was mild out and got back to thinking about school. So far I have not been able to follow through with registration. Last year I did not complete the semester. So now I feel all alone with nothing to do. I moved out 2 years ago from my mom because my brother was being to violent. He moved out a month ago. I see my mother weekly but there is no point going back as I would still be in the same position when I went to the hospital the first time 2007.

Without any money but an SSI check each month cannot really buy anything like books or videogames. I do read at the book store but I get overwhelmed to often to read a full book. My plan is to wait until I'm 25 when I get an inheritance from my grandmother. Might buy a house but not school. That would still be to difficult. Looking into the future I cant really see anything. I don't hang out with anyone same as in high school. But my hope is to someday connect via augment reality over the internet. Then maybe Ill meet someone with the same brain patterns of the new brain computer interfaces in combination with VR.

As things progress toward technological singularity I may get a pet A.I.

 

[Jah]

Libraries are your friends.

 

[Deleted member 1424]

as are ebooks

 

[Black Rose]

Google books only gives you some of the pages.

is there an good ebook search you could recommend?

I can only read the freebies

 

[Jah]

Amazon has a bunch of free books for kindle (which you also can download for your computer for free)

mostly classics, but occasionally some more pricey stuff is put out free for limited time to get people reading and recommending.


then there's the whole gutenberg stuff
http://www.gutenberg.org/
lots and lots and lots of free e-books.

 

[Deleted member 1424]

It takes a bit of sifting, but you can find pretty much anything on a torrent.

 

[sammael]

http://intpforum.com/showthread.php?t=9077

 

[Awaken]

Learn how to use torrents and everything is free. Or you can just find a good rapidshare search site.

On a side note..........."too".

 

[yogurtexpress]

I thought INTPs liked school.

 

[lucky12]

Who likes school? I think it's an SJ thing.

Edit:

Ok that's a lie, I like school to an extent. I feel like school is definitely tailored to ESXX types though. Especially high school, fuck that shit. I did well in high school but people thought I was a gang banger/stoner/alien.

 

[yogurtexpress]

Right, but college is pretty much tailor-made for INTPs. I think so anyway.