ruminator
INTP 4w5
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I have a friend who is a history buff and, during casual conversation, can explain historical facts in detail. For example, when I was planning a trip to Hungary, and asked him what it's like there, he explained the history of the Austro Hungarian Empire, its collapse, and how that affects the culture there, etc.
I find this very impressive because I am completely incapable of recalling detailed facts like that. For example, I recently read a book on Middle Eastern history, but I can not explain what I read in detail the way that my friend did. I understood everything while reading it, and could have probably recited the facts within a week of reading it, but after that it fades away. I carry away the "big picture" ideas from the book, but do not remember any specific facts.
Regardless of the book, this comes up a lot in life where people like my history buff friend share their knowledge (and they have so much knowledge) about things like history, political theory, philosophy, science, etc. In contrast, I feel like I have nothing to share because I don't really have any knowledge. I don't remember facts about anything.
This makes me feel stupid compared to them and I start to wonder am I even smart after all? It's really caused a personal crisis where I feel like a huge failure in life for not having knowledge. I don't know if this is an INTP thing or if anyone relates to this.
I find this very impressive because I am completely incapable of recalling detailed facts like that. For example, I recently read a book on Middle Eastern history, but I can not explain what I read in detail the way that my friend did. I understood everything while reading it, and could have probably recited the facts within a week of reading it, but after that it fades away. I carry away the "big picture" ideas from the book, but do not remember any specific facts.
Regardless of the book, this comes up a lot in life where people like my history buff friend share their knowledge (and they have so much knowledge) about things like history, political theory, philosophy, science, etc. In contrast, I feel like I have nothing to share because I don't really have any knowledge. I don't remember facts about anything.
This makes me feel stupid compared to them and I start to wonder am I even smart after all? It's really caused a personal crisis where I feel like a huge failure in life for not having knowledge. I don't know if this is an INTP thing or if anyone relates to this.