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Hello everyone! This is my first post here on the INTP forum. The majority of MBTI assessments I have taken have typed me as an INTP, but I am beginning to wonder whether I might be an ISTP in a dominant-tertiary loop. The “symptoms” that form the base of my uncertainty sound very much like a Ti-Ni loop. Almost every time I am alone, I slip into depression coupled with paranoia. I reflect on all of my recent social interactions and worry about what people think of me. For instance, I often find myself wondering why a certain person talked to my friend but not to me, or I wonder why I can socialize fine with certain people yet I am painfully awkward when talking to others. Assuming this is a loop, there are certain things that seem to “break” it. For example, when I meet a new person and have a good conversation with them, my worries almost disappear. When I play music with my band, practice gymnastics, go out with friends, or do just about anything else that engages my senses, I feel much better. Oddly enough, this also happens, albeit less frequently, when I partake in an activity that does not engage my senses, such as programming, reading, or researching. If this were all, I would certainly type myself as ISTP, but there is a major caveat: my sensing appears to be underdeveloped. I tend to miss details that are right in front of me, and I can be forgetful or absent-minded. So, what do you all think? Am I an INTP or am I an ISTP stuck in a Ti-Ni loop? How do you recommend I escape this thought pattern for good? I welcome the opinion and advice of anyone who is well-versed in type theory or who has had experience with this sort of thing. To provide a bit of background, I am a high-school student and I have previously typed as INTJ, INTP, and ISTP. If you think that this question necessitates the disclosure of more information, please let me know.