For practical life I am pretty much useless. Hands on tasks are horrible for me. Human relationships are spanish village for me. I miss details very often and I also am not sure if i should percieve my rather apathetic attitude towards most things as a weakness...?
Everything is relative, a perceived weakness might as well be a strength in the right situation.
The way you speak, I promise you, you yourself are the limiting factor in your life.
I promise, if you had the character, you could be the best hands on tasker in the world!
It's all about how you see yourself, what it is you've become..
Get out of your comfort zone, lay some bricks, cut some bushes, dig some dirt! You'd be surprised on just how awesome you really are.
Yeah but I am not gonna unnecessarily hurt myself...
You know the thing is I have figured out the moment I start working manually it seems I also start to reason like an "idiot" from then on...
How does an idiot reason like?
Maybe that's not idiocy at all, maybe that's simply you being unable to understand their reasoning?