I am 30 years old now

[Black Rose]

I am 30 years old. So now I must begin to act more like an adult than when I was 20 something. I am a 30 something and that comes with new responsibilities and new relationships I have to those older and those younger than me. I was never one to go on dates so the last time I could have was in 2009. But it turns out I could not meet the person from transportation issues. I should be dating someone my own age. I do not trust dating websites. I will be exploring more the nearby university. I believe shared personality is important for a lasting relationship. I know when I meet people what they are like. It is what I see as my preference for this or that. What rubes the wrong way. This may come with my intuitive ability to detect emotions. The girl I met in 2009 had this vibe to her. Quite and perception and the ability to pick up vibes. I guess that is how she knew to ask me to the picnic party. I remember staring at her eyes with a blank expression yet totally aware. Both of us recognized the stillness of our unconscious starting in each other's eyes. So it was a match because both of us were intuitive. Females are said to be more intuitive than males but we were the same. And that meant we would be able to understand each other. But now I am 30 and I will have to try to find someone else.

Sparks - AMV​

Looking forward to Virtual Worlds and A.I.​

Spoiler

 

[Black Rose]

Neat ​

What is Trauma and how to deal with? - Sevan Bomar 02 14 2017​

 

[Black Rose]

I like this music.

[AMV] Fairy Tail - Silent Scream

 

[onesteptwostep]

Sorry I got the name wrong.

 

[Ex-User (14663)]

Happy birthday AK!

 

[PmjPmj]

When you're a teenager, you look to twenty-somethings as adults. You eventually get there yourself and realise that you don't have any of your shit together - but look at those thirty-somethings over there! They're totally sorted.

Then you get there yourself, and and and.

It's all bullshit. Just live your life and try to improve your situation as best you can day by day.

 

[peoplesuck]

Im not good with this stuff but from my experience, joining clubs, groups, classes, doesnt actually help at all if you dont really try and reach out to build those bonds. good luck!

 

[Words]

Happy birthday to you. 30 yrs old is a pretty big number, but it's still pretty young. I have a 41 yr old friend and I feel like he's still in his early 20's...must be his mannerisms. I think I'd need to be at least 35 to feel old or maybe 45. Do you ever plan out your whole life? By 20, I think we've lived most of our lives already. The rest is just drifting along.

Here's a random piece of information I found:

The Germans are the ones who gave us birthday celebrations as we know them today. In the late 18th century, they celebrated Kinderfeste, which was a cake-and-candles party for kids on their birthdays. Kids got a candle for each year of age… plus one extra, to symbolize the hope for another party next year.

Don't know if that's true, I'm no historian.

Also, I think dating apps/sites have unnecessary social stigma attached to them when they're really just meant for utility. It's like Amazon or Netflix..just makes things more straightforward. There's all sorts of apps...I think there's one that's MBTI related, too?

 

[Jennywocky]

Yeah, I have run across at least one MBTI dating site although the name escapes me.

They are meant to avoid all the muss and fuss of blind dating, I think. And depending on the service they can work. My sister used Match, I think, and got paired with three guys, and ended up marrying one of them. It just makes them targeted, if the right criteria is prioritized I guess. So you can avoid dating 20 people just to find 1-2 who actually had a shot in the first place.

I have heard that targeted dating through friends/family might be more effective, if they really know you. shrug.

Happy birthday, AK. And yeah, if you really want to date, sitting and waiting doesn't usually do much. The more people you meet in general in the world, the higher selection pool you have to find someone who is compatible and who clicks, unless of course you find a targeted subgroup that is closely aligned with you.

 

[baccheion]

Selegiline (1-2mg sublingually), memantine (5 mg), and a good multivitamin (like AOR Ortho-Core or Life Extension Mix).

 

[QuickTwist]

Happy Birthday AK, you are officially too old to be trusted.

 

[Black Rose]

Happy Birthday AK, you are officially too old to be trusted.

The man who gave that advice was over 50.

 

[Pyropyro]

Happy birthday anime

 

[Black Rose]

Went to Dennys at 1PM and got 7 dollars off my club sandwich.

Went to Peter Piper Pizza at 7PM and ate pizza.

Best birthday ever.

 

[Black Rose]

Become nothing, become more

Shattered (MTT Version) by Trading Yesterday (w/ Lyrics)

 

[QuickTwist]

The man who gave that advice was over 50.

And I'm giving it to you as a 31 y/o.

 

[Black Rose]

And I'm giving it to you as a 31 y/o.

Don't trust anyone over thirty, even timothy leary.
(so they should trust those over 30)
paradox results, universe disappears.

 

[QuickTwist]

I like this music.

Reminds me of this: Leave Out All The Rest - Linkin Park

 

[Black Rose]

Officially no longer my birthday.

 

[Black Rose]

Blog post by me

Birthday Dream
NOVEMBER 11, 2017 / LEAVE A COMMENT / EDIT
On November tenth at midnight, I went to bed at 2 AM. I had a dream I was exploring a mansion that was part cave. I was holding onto the roof of a room 3 feet above the floor. I fell and a blonde girl caught me with her hair. She seemed like any of the girls in my dreams as being real. We walked down an area out of the room into a half-cave half room area. Then she was gone and I cannot remember the rest of the dream. I woke up at 11AM.

I believe it is important for me to remember these dreams because the girls in my dream are not from any show or real life person. They are totally new people to me. They are real as in they seem to have souls. And they are friendly towards me. They are gentle and are aware of my presence and I notice this when I am in the dream with them. (my mention they have a soul)

 

[Black Rose]

Synchronicity of 11