I don't consider my unfinished projects a character trait per se, it's more that I just don't feel motivated for long periods of time and thus I don't do what I set out to do. But it's more a choice than an inevitable character trait, so to speak. I do prefer working on stuff when I feel inspired, though that is a fleeting, unpredictable feeling so I wouldn't get much done if relying on it. I don't think I need excuses for not finishing something, however. I mean, if I don't do something, I don't do something and that's that. Don't need to excuse myself to myself. I either do or do not.
So:
I want to learn absolutely everything. About 0.0001% complete on that one.
Started some lectures on macro economy and calculus, but it's been three weeks since I visited those last.
Kind of want to write a story at some point. Possibly science fiction or fantasy. I wont work towards publishing, it's mostly wanting to complete that creative process. I have some excerpts and some ideas. Due 2024
I started painting and got some stuff I was supposed to paint as a gift. I want to revisit that at some point, maybe.
Was doing strength exercising for a while. I tend to have periods where I exercise, then I might not for some months.
I start various games that I don't continue. I require about 2-5 hours of playing a game before I get into it. Starting and playing the game until that point is painful and I feel a resistance against it, and sometimes I let the resistance win (no revolution).
That's all I can remember right now.
Edit: I forgot self improvement. I think one way of developing my perspective is to read more philosophical works. Philosophy tends to come with a lot of roundabout ways of saying things and lots of new words you're not interested in learning. I think by reading more of that stuff and add a fluffy layer of thinking, I can see things in a more "meta" perspective. I'll also be able to use words like "objective" and know exactly how it's defined in philosophy. Maybe I'll be able to use words without attaching "".
Complete personal fulfillment due 2025 (July)
Basically the same here.
I have 3 pages of the start of a book. I have a few ideas where it will go, but nothing for sure.
I have another 3 pages of another bookish thing.
I have a couple more ideas for bookish things, but I think the problem with Ne is that it understands that at any point in time, something could diverge basically anywhere. So it searches for the best direction Ti can find. But Ti doesn't always have an answer. Idk.
I wanted to learn airflares once. So I started, worked for splits and all, but my body just will not do full splits, no matter how close I came, so I gave up.
I kept doing pushup and situps nightly but then, "to what end?" And so I stopped. I could only ever do 25 to 28 tricep push ups, so I gave up there.
I have 8 or 9 unfinished songs on garageband because it sucks and I can't do what I want with it. My computer sucks. I can't do what I want with it.
I have some programming languages I want to learn. I'll be working on those to some degree but it's not done.
I have a notebook full of weird, dismal poetry. And a journal once wrote in. But I don't any more.
I have at least 30 books on philosophy on my kindle, plus another 15 or so non philosophy, plus another 13 or so real books, besides the other 8 I've started but haven't finished, alongside another 4 or 5 on their way through amazon. I want to read all of them but if I keep Internetting and phoning like I am now, i probably won't finish them. I want to really bad though.
I have made at least 25 songs on piano that never had an ending. I have completed around 15 but I have forgotten most of them as I have gotten better over time. The other 10ish were infinished, and just little bits. All of them are outdated compared to my current skill level though. Except maybe 2 or 3.
Basically a lot of things.