Drugs

[EyeSeeCold]

Just don't depend on it, if you're really going to, try to keep it social.
It's the already emotionally unstable people who change their lifestyles.

 

[Dimensional Transition]

Last time I didn't feel like being social at all, really. I just really wanted to lie down and listen to music.

 

[gnome]

This thread is so long I doubt anyone reads my post.

LSD
I have done LSD probably five times in my life and some trips were terrifying some were beautiful. All in all I don't regret it, but the bad trips are so intense that I don't see myself doing it in the near future. When the trip goes bad it lasts like 12-16 hours too. The good trips were some of the most amazing times of my life though. Listening to Hendrix etc watching the world melt.

Shrooms
I have done shrooms two times and both trips were good. There is a severe body load and I hate feeling like I am not in control. After the body load lightened up about 1 hour in it was cool. I don't see shrooms as a problem.

Cocaine
I have done cocaine about ten times and wasted entirely too much money. The dealer always cuts the coke and you get ripped off so bad its not even funny. Its a fun drug to try once or twice, but seriously they are ripping you off. Its good to have a girl around to do it with if you can find one.

Alcohol
I am an alcoholic. I drink so much alcohol its not even funny. I am 300 pounds and 6' 6" so I can hold more booze than most. I am trying to cut back on the booze intake, hopefully I grow out of it.

Xanax
Good drug if you are feeling anxious or coming down off of another drug. Highly addictive and I am told coming off of benzodiazepines isn't pretty. I've seen some youtube videos of people withdrawing and it looks like hell. Wouldn't recommend getting into.

Klonopin
Didn't even notice I was on it. Maybe slight inhibition loss.

Ativan
Very transparent. Killed my anxiety and it didn't dumb me down too much. Afraid of getting hooked and going through benzo withdrawal later on so I dropped it.

Adderall (amphetamine)
Not sure how to put this one into words. Makes you extremely focused and able to read and study for longer periods of time. The main high lasts about 4 hours. Coming down kind of sucks. Gets addictive. To be honest made me feel like a teenager again with all that energy.

2c-i
This stuff is legal if you ever feel like ordering any. Most compare it to LSD meets MDMA. I personally tripped balls and was taking pictures of things in my apartment to see if I was tripping or if they were really there. Really weird drug. I ended up doing way too much of it and kind of lost my mind for awhile. Can bring out emotions. Hard to have a bad trip on.

Ketamine
Pretty weird ass drug. Once you snort it you start to go into a dissociative state. You actually get to pick your hallucination too. I went to the bathroom and turned the lights off and I imagined I was floating in space and I saw stars. You'd have to try it to see what I mean. Go into a dark room and pick a hallucination and you'll be there. Only addictive psychedelic that exists.

GHB
This is a fun drug, but watch out. Do too much and you'll be in a vegetable like state. I have done so much that I laid down and couldn't move yet I was still semi conscience. It pretty much sucked. Do just the right amount and you'll feel insanely drunk for about 1-2 hours. If you pass out from too much GHB when you wake up you feel amazing. I forget the reason why.

1,4
Same as GHB, but your liver has to break it down into GHB. Its legal on the internet. Who knows what its doing to your body while its being converted to GHB by your liver though.

DXM
I have done the stupid robo tripping crap where you drink a ton of cough syrup. Can't really explain the trip it was very weird though.

Antabuse
One time I was so sick of my alcoholism that I took an antabuse pill and slammed it down with a full beer. Got pretty sick. Sucked.

Cannabis
Makes me super paranoid. Don't like it. I have heard different strains effect different people different ways. Sativa and Indica or whatever are two completely different highs. Didn't want to go too far into it because it robs you of ambition.

I think that's all. I am told never to do Salvia, pretty terrifying shit. I'd like to try n,n-DMT.

 

[Dimensional Transition]

I read all of it, I find your drugs of choice interesting. You don't want to give a different cannabis strain another try, yet you have tried cocaine 10 times, GHB, Xanax... Which sound like pretty risky drugs. Can you explain why? Also, why did you slam down an antabuse pill with a beer, while it's supposed to cure alcoholism? I don't get it.

 

[gnome]

I read all of it, I find your drugs of choice interesting. You don't want to give a different cannabis strain another try, yet you have tried cocaine 10 times, GHB, Xanax... Which sound like pretty risky drugs. Can you explain why? Also, why did you slam down an antabuse pill with a beer, while it's supposed to cure alcoholism? I don't get it.

Ethanol, benzodiazepines and GHB all effect the GABA receptor in your brain. Those are my favorite type of drugs for some reason. Maybe I am just genetically an alcoholic so I go for the drugs that tickle that part of my brain. For example if you're going through bad alcohol withdrawal you can just pop a xanax and it stops the withdrawal mostly. GHB will stop the alcohol withdrawal too. I remember hearing Dr. Drew say that they are finding abnormalities in alcoholics brains that they are born with. It has something to do with abnormalities with the GABA receptor and some other crap I didn't care to pay attention to.

Cocaine is actually not that risky believe it or not if you're just snorting it. If you IV it or freebase it then it gets risky. I will not lie it is pretty addicting, but it goes away fast. By that I mean if you get like a gram of cocaine and do it in one night you'll want more, but if you force yourself to not get it again for one day you'll be cool. I've never really been on a coke binge or anything just did it here and there. One quick story about cocaine. Once you run out of cocaine you will start looking for cocaine that has fallen out of your nose onto the carpet or anywhere. You'll scrape up any coke you can find on whatever you're doing it on. The weirdest part about that is my band practices in a really bad part of downtown Denver where all the crackheads deal and hang out. I will see crackheads roaming the sidewalks looking on the ground for anything white and they will immediately put it in their mouth. Anything. Could be a piece of paper.

The reason I took an antabuse pill and slammed it with a beer is I wanted to make myself ill. I was so tired of abusing alcohol and I knew I wouldn't quit so I did it to see if I could possibly become so ill I would never drink again. It was stupid.

I forgot the opiates I have tried. Now those are an INTP drug if you ask me. I have tried percocet, vicodin and oxycontin. I wouldn't recommend trying these because they get way addictive. Plus you can just sit down and read in a world of complete and udder apathy. Nothing bothers you. That's how bums sleep using a beer can as a pillow. Opiates.

 

[Dimensional Transition]

I thought psychedelics were more INTP-like drugs, but I guess not. I can see how INTPs will seek for moments of tranquility in their minds though, as the thoughts seem to keep on racing always, which gets very annoying from time to time.

 

[nyaneko]

Level 5: Increasingly detached as they become involved with complicated ideas or imaginary worlds. Become preoccupied with their visions and interpretations rather than reality. Are fascinated by off-beat, esoteric subjects, even those involving dark and disturbing elements. Detached from the practical world, a "disembodied mind," although high-strung and intense.

Read on..

http://www.enneagraminstitute.com/typefive.asp

 

[Dimensional Transition]

Level 5: Increasingly detached as they become involved with complicated ideas or imaginary worlds. Become preoccupied with their visions and interpretations rather than reality. Are fascinated by off-beat, esoteric subjects, even those involving dark and disturbing elements. Detached from the practical world, a "disembodied mind," although high-strung and intense.

Read on..

http://www.enneagraminstitute.com/typefive.asp

What do you want to say with this? Is this the right thread you wanted to post in? Level 5 seems to fit me. Should I be worried? I am, kind of. It sounds worrying.

 

[EyeSeeCold]

What do you want to say with this? Is this the right thread you wanted to post in? Level 5 seems to fit me. Should I be worried? I am, kind of. It sounds worrying.

Nah, a lot of 5s are INTPs and a lot of INTPs are 5s.

 

[Dimensional Transition]

Nah, a lot of 5s are INTPs and a lot of INTPs are 5s.

Yeah, but in level 5 of type 5?

 

[EyeSeeCold]

Levels 1-3 are of leaders and more actualized people. Levels 4-6 are of your average people in society. Levels 7-9 are of people with relatively uncommon problems such as clinical depression, suicidal tendencies, drug dependency etc. 1-6 should not elicit worry.

 

[gnome]

I thought psychedelics were more INTP-like drugs, but I guess not. I can see how INTPs will seek for moments of tranquility in their minds though, as the thoughts seem to keep on racing always, which gets very annoying from time to time.

Psychedelics are good drugs. The problem is we have very powerful minds. We can create a bad trip out of nothing. When the trip goes good though it goes damn good. In my opinion its like most people probably have a good acid trip 90% of the time. We have a 50% chance of it going either way in my opinion due to our imaginations. The thing is though when it goes good for us it goes better than it would for others due to our imaginations. Its harder to get us out of a bad trip too because we don't respond to others. That's why you get an anti-psychotic pill just in case. Think of that Ministry song... Just One Fix. Its about addiction, but at the beginning there is a clip of a guy yelling GET ME THE THORAZINE! GET ME THE THORAZINE! The other dude is like YOU DON'T NEED THE THORAZINE RELEAX. I don't know why I added that. Ministry has a lot of drug references that most don't catch. I have been around some hard drug users so I catch drug references most would not.

HOLY FUCK DUDE! I'm listening to Ministry now drunk. I want to drop some LSD. That's the fun part of LSD my friends. You don't need the Thorazine. Ride this fucking trip out. Its a long 12-16 hours.

These days if you're in a bad trip most use Zyprexa. Thorazine is old school.

 

[Dimensional Transition]

Levels 1-3 are of leaders and more actualized people. Levels 4-6 are of your average people in society. Levels 7-9 are of people with relatively uncommon problems such as clinical depression, suicidal tendencies, drug dependency etc. 1-6 should not elicit worry.

Aha, I see. That seems fine, then.

@Gnome: Yeah, I was thinking that... It really depends on the long-term emotional position the INTP is in. (Of course that matters for most people, but for INTPs a little more) I wouldn't trip knowing that my last panic attacks were only 2 weeks ago. I would wait at least 6 months after some sort of depression.