Shadow_Walker
Redshirt
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- Jan 16, 2019
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I was around 19Yo, wage slave, feeling lost in life. Then I thought "what if I buy a bass so I can do some music as a hobby". Some months later I had already decided to pursue music as a career.
This was a little more than 4 years ago. I now live as a full-time musician. This is the dream of many people and I managed to get into it really fast. But hell, it sucks a lot. Always struggling financially, while I can't find a meaning for what I do. When I was 19/21 yo I romanticized being a musician a lot. But now I see: all I do is entertain some drunk people, who want to forget their own miserable lives too.
My actual, ideal career position would be working as a sideman, or teaching music or working with OST for movies and games. Currently, I'm only living doing cover gigs. I don't know if I need more patience cause this is like, the starting point of my career or if I change to do something else.
I have been thinking a lot about studying programming and CS in general.
My biggest fear is not being able to have a comfortable life and being stuck doing cover gigs for the rest of my life. When I was 19 I wanted a career-focused life that made me feel I'm being useful. But now I just want to chill and learn a little about everything while not being stressed about financial problems.
This was a little more than 4 years ago. I now live as a full-time musician. This is the dream of many people and I managed to get into it really fast. But hell, it sucks a lot. Always struggling financially, while I can't find a meaning for what I do. When I was 19/21 yo I romanticized being a musician a lot. But now I see: all I do is entertain some drunk people, who want to forget their own miserable lives too.
My actual, ideal career position would be working as a sideman, or teaching music or working with OST for movies and games. Currently, I'm only living doing cover gigs. I don't know if I need more patience cause this is like, the starting point of my career or if I change to do something else.
I have been thinking a lot about studying programming and CS in general.
My biggest fear is not being able to have a comfortable life and being stuck doing cover gigs for the rest of my life. When I was 19 I wanted a career-focused life that made me feel I'm being useful. But now I just want to chill and learn a little about everything while not being stressed about financial problems.