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I'm a 10th grader going to a pretty decent High School as far as High Schools go. There's no violence and the area surrounding the school is mostly upper-middle class.
The problem is that High School is really boring and rote. In most classes, the procedure is sit to down and take notes until the class is over. There's no intellectual stimulation whatsoever. And the information in the notes themselves is completely useless. We learn words and their connections with other words, but not what they really, actually mean. For instance, we're learning about the Ultraviolet index. The teacher explains the different UV index levels and their corresponding numbers and colors. But what does the UV index really measure? How are the numbers derived? The information is meaningless. You might as well memorize arbitrary strings of numbers. Richard Feynman talked about this problem in the Brazillian education system in his autobiography and it seems like it's happening here too.
Math is probably the worst offender since all the problems require you to do is to plug in the variables and write down the output. Most students don't even know what they're doing, they just do it since that's what the teacher tells you to do. It's like some sort of factory or something. I have a very strong mathematical intuition and want to either become a mathematician (non-applied) or some sort of scientist but as of now I'm doing extremely poorly in math class (I think I have a D). It doesn't help that I already know most of what we're doing anyway from independent study.
I don't know what my GPA is but I doubt it's higher than a 2.5. I do well on tests and quizzes but I almost never do homework, which is worth 50% of the entire grade in some classes. I don't know what to do. My goal is, as I said before, to be either a professor of math or science (Either physics or chemical engineering) or maybe even a writer or historian. Maybe even a philosopher. My SAT score was around 1900 in 7th grade but that was before I even knew basic algebra so it's probably much higher now. If I continue going to school, what kind of college do I have a chance at going to? Say if I have a 2.5 GPA and a 2200 SAT score. From there, I'll hopefully go to graduate school somewhere better.
There are honors classes available but that's only if you have an A- or better in the regular classes. And even then, from what I've heard, the honors classes are just more memorization and regurgitation, not more critical thinking. I'm in only one honors class (Language arts) and even though it's my favorite class (not my favorite subject) it's filled with incredibly pretentious, pompous fools who constantly spout unfunny 4chan memes and lame pi jokes. Their writing, from paper swap edits, is so bad that it's literally uncomfortable to read. It's filled with completely inappropriately complex words with no regard to "flow" or anything of that sort. The people in normal classes aren't much better. They're either really unintelligent or try way too hard to be badass. I'm pretty confident in social situations and am not at all shy, but there's only about 15 likable people in my entire school.
I could go on and on about all the other things wrong with the system, like how school starts at 7:00 AM so I have to wake up at 5:30 to catch the bus (Which comes at 6:20). Teenagers should get about 10 hours a sleep a day from what my doctors tell me, but that's not really feasible at all since that would mean I'd have to go to sleep at 7:30 PM. I hate going to school. I hate it more than any other thing in my life. I don't know what to do at this point. I'm thinking of maybe dropping out and becoming an autodidact but I doubt I'd get into college.
Anyway, this was pretty sloppily written and probably has some grammar and spelling mistakes but I'm pretty tired so there it is. I know other INTPs may have had similar experiences. Help!
The problem is that High School is really boring and rote. In most classes, the procedure is sit to down and take notes until the class is over. There's no intellectual stimulation whatsoever. And the information in the notes themselves is completely useless. We learn words and their connections with other words, but not what they really, actually mean. For instance, we're learning about the Ultraviolet index. The teacher explains the different UV index levels and their corresponding numbers and colors. But what does the UV index really measure? How are the numbers derived? The information is meaningless. You might as well memorize arbitrary strings of numbers. Richard Feynman talked about this problem in the Brazillian education system in his autobiography and it seems like it's happening here too.
Math is probably the worst offender since all the problems require you to do is to plug in the variables and write down the output. Most students don't even know what they're doing, they just do it since that's what the teacher tells you to do. It's like some sort of factory or something. I have a very strong mathematical intuition and want to either become a mathematician (non-applied) or some sort of scientist but as of now I'm doing extremely poorly in math class (I think I have a D). It doesn't help that I already know most of what we're doing anyway from independent study.
I don't know what my GPA is but I doubt it's higher than a 2.5. I do well on tests and quizzes but I almost never do homework, which is worth 50% of the entire grade in some classes. I don't know what to do. My goal is, as I said before, to be either a professor of math or science (Either physics or chemical engineering) or maybe even a writer or historian. Maybe even a philosopher. My SAT score was around 1900 in 7th grade but that was before I even knew basic algebra so it's probably much higher now. If I continue going to school, what kind of college do I have a chance at going to? Say if I have a 2.5 GPA and a 2200 SAT score. From there, I'll hopefully go to graduate school somewhere better.
There are honors classes available but that's only if you have an A- or better in the regular classes. And even then, from what I've heard, the honors classes are just more memorization and regurgitation, not more critical thinking. I'm in only one honors class (Language arts) and even though it's my favorite class (not my favorite subject) it's filled with incredibly pretentious, pompous fools who constantly spout unfunny 4chan memes and lame pi jokes. Their writing, from paper swap edits, is so bad that it's literally uncomfortable to read. It's filled with completely inappropriately complex words with no regard to "flow" or anything of that sort. The people in normal classes aren't much better. They're either really unintelligent or try way too hard to be badass. I'm pretty confident in social situations and am not at all shy, but there's only about 15 likable people in my entire school.
I could go on and on about all the other things wrong with the system, like how school starts at 7:00 AM so I have to wake up at 5:30 to catch the bus (Which comes at 6:20). Teenagers should get about 10 hours a sleep a day from what my doctors tell me, but that's not really feasible at all since that would mean I'd have to go to sleep at 7:30 PM. I hate going to school. I hate it more than any other thing in my life. I don't know what to do at this point. I'm thinking of maybe dropping out and becoming an autodidact but I doubt I'd get into college.
Anyway, this was pretty sloppily written and probably has some grammar and spelling mistakes but I'm pretty tired so there it is. I know other INTPs may have had similar experiences. Help!