Confess all your sins here.

[Rixus]

You really shouldn't eat your own shit. It has no nutritional value, it a lot of bacteria and apparently tastes pretty bad. Your piss is sterile, though, so it's fine to drink. Apparently. Not that I have ever done this. (Although when I was a child I once pissed into a bottle and put it in the fridge - my poor sister was the victim of that.)

 

[ummidk]

Yea Id probably drink my piss if their was a decent reason, Id need alot more persuasion to eat my shit.

 

[Cognisant]

Piss is mostly ammonia, too much will make you sick but the liver and kidneys are pretty well designed to deal with it, feces on the other hand (disregarding the bacteria) is comprised of things your body couldn't process and will eject as soon as it is able.

Vomiting or diarrhea, possibly both.

 

[Sinny91]

I got a little piece of you-hoo
And it's just like woo-hoo
Wham Bam thank you Ma'am
Boo-hoo
I'm a slut like you
​

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OFCu4XEoh-U

 

[WhatWasThat]

I haven't done anything REALLY bad. I shoplifted a few times when I was 11-12 years old and stupid. Skipped school many times because it was so devastatingly slow and boring. I've been an asshole or aloof to friends/family but that kinda goes with the INTP territory. Several people have said they wanted to fight me but it never seemed to happen in the end and they just backed off. I think it was just my crazy INTP stare and generally not giving a fuck that they mistook for confidence.

I've also done more different drugs than I can count, sex without marriage, kind of kinky sex (handcuffs/blindfolds/spanking) but I don't really consider those things to be "wrong" in the first place. I just know some others do.

Religions have used "sinners", "witches", "infidels", etc as an excuse to justify murder, rape, and wars though so I find it hard to take their particular brand of "morality" too seriously.

 

[Starfishtea]

You really shouldn't eat your own shit. It has no nutritional value, it a lot of bacteria and apparently tastes pretty bad. Your piss is sterile, though, so it's fine to drink. Apparently. Not that I have ever done this. (Although when I was a child I once pissed into a bottle and put it in the fridge - my poor sister was the victim of that.)

Yeah.. Its becoming increasingly clear to me that I should cut back on the alcohol/drugs. That post was obviously not made up of the thoroughly considered words of a sober person.

I would like to hear the story of the refrigeratored piss however. Did she think it was juice or something?

 

[Rixus]

Yeah.. Its becoming increasingly clear to me that I should cut back on the alcohol/drugs. That post was obviously not made up of the thoroughly considered words of a sober person.

I would like to hear the story of the refrigeratored piss however. Did she think it was juice or something?

It's an odd story, actually. I was a very strange child.
I must have been about 7. I had gathered various pieces of junk from various places with the intention of building a robot. Which I was convinced I could actually do with this pile of broken random items. But my robot needed a power source.
I found a car battery, but it was empty and I knew from observing adults and cars that the battery should be filled with liquid. Everyone referred to this liquid as "battery acid". So I thought about this and came to the conclusion that my piss was also an acid, whatever that meant. So I thought filling this car battery up with piss would provide a power source for my robot.
There also the problem that I couldn't fill the battery up in one go, so it would have to be saved up. But what if it wouldn't work if it wasn't fresh? The fridge kept things fresh. So I resolved to fill this bottle with my substitute battery acid until I had enough to fill the empty car battery.

Unfortunately, it was a squash bottle. My poor teenage sister walked up to the fridge and took the bottle out. As she took a swig I shouted, "no! Don't! that's my pee!"
After which my battery acid was sprayed across the kitchen.

And so my robot project was discovered and the dangerous items I had collected were taken.

So, there was a perfectly logical reason as to why there was a bottle of my piss in the fridge at the time. Like I said, I was a strange child.

 

[Sinny91]

In continuation from random thoughts

Spoiler

So I called this guy a creep, which I think is justified, but I'll share the story.

This guy was a friend for about the last 5 years, he was a friend of my friend, and then they got together and had a baby. That lasted 2-3 years. They split up some 18-24 months ago.

About this time last year, he came to visit me at friends, for a drug fuelled sesh. We ended up in the house alone... and youknow, .. I said we could have laugh if he keeps his mouth shut. Cuz I'd be totally breaking girl code.

He agreed , that was that.

I invited him round twice more, under the same circumstances. But it wasn't long before he opened his big gob, and I had to come clean to my friend.

.. who wasn't angry, just disappointed

I told her I was knob, and I was cunt for partying with him. Out of convenience was all.

She said she's over him, and good luck to me.
I called it off with him, telling him he shouldn't have broken the rules, and I want to fix my friendship at some point.

Butt, about 4 months ago, I was partying , bumped into him, and then "partyd" again.

I regret it immediately, he was being all .. rarrr, asking me to get into a relationship with him n shit.

I reiterated that this was never anything more than a laugh, and that he was taking all the laugh out of it, and so there'd be no more.

Blanked him ever since.

 

[Rixus]

That doesn't sound that bad to me. It's not like she was actually seeing him or anything. They'd been parted a while. Plus, you were off your face at the time. And once it's been done once, the line is a little blurrier.

 

[Jennywocky]

Surely there is something juicier than that.

... although I've been trying to think of something bad from me, and I just don't have much crazy stuff on my record anymore.

About the most evil stuff I've done recently is bitch about my team lead in private because they're incompetent at their job and it's frustrating... or eating (over extended trips) more than my fair share out of the free munchkin donuts at work... or sticking my cat under the mound of blankets on the bed and then see if he can find his way out while tamping down the exit routes.

I do 80-85mph on the highway when possible. Meh.

I download movie files for free off a web site.

I post on online forums when I should be working.

I capriciously make people cry online.

I lie and weasel in Mafia (but "everyone does it!")

I tried to murder a teammate in an RPG game I was playing (well, actually I set him up to be blitzed by a mature Mythic dragon, so that it wasn't my apparent fault) ... but I suspected he was planning on killing me first. Almost worked, too; I was a little surprised he survived that.

... god my life is boring. I haven't even had a good sousing since mid-summer.

 

[Rixus]

I don't like driving over 110mph, so I rarely do.

 

[Jennywocky]

I don't like driving over 110mph, so I rarely do.

It's kind of hard to reach orbit if you're not willing to break the 110mph speed barrier.

 

[Rixus]

Lol. I don't even know for sure if my car can do more than that. I believe so and I keep meaning to see what she's got. But I don't feel comfortable doing more than that.

 

[Sinny91]

Hmm... I've got a couple stories which are a bit juicier, but I couldn't share them , yous can't know all my secrets.

 

[Jennywocky]

I don't even have any great adultery stories. I'm vanilla-lame.

I had one overt chance to cheat during my marriage, while unhappy, and I expressly chose not to do so, regardless.

When we finally separated, since it wasn't something "time would fix," I made it clear I considered it the end and we were mainly marking time until the split became official. I got involved with someone else for awhile a year or two later. He was married, but he and his wife were planning to split as well predating me and she knew about me (I even met her a few times) so it wasn't even cheating -- she put her blessing on the thing. Since I broke him with him some years back, I haven't been with anyone.

See? I can't even cheat in a scandalous fashion. wtf.

I have a shitty story about something he did to me, though, in regards to cheating. lol. does that count?

Hmm... I've got a couple stories which are a bit juicier, but I couldn't share them , yous can't know all my secrets.

1. Secrets are like money in terms of capital. If you don't spend or share them, they're just potential value but have no real expressed value.

2. Secrets don't have to be finite -- you can always be creating more as you share the old ones that are reaching their expiration date!

 

[Sinny91]

Yes that counts, spill his beans!

 

[Jennywocky]

Yes that counts, spill his beans!

Spoiler

INFP guy. It took me some time to realize how emotionally vulnerable he was, in a different way than I was -- he didn't like to suffer emotionally and would do some bad things to run from it, I was more of a bleeder and would tough things out if my rationale demanded it, no matter how bad it hurt, to a level of self-masochism.

We finally ended things the first time because I moved thirty minutes to the south by highway and it felt too hard to keep things together. I had moved in with a friend, with whom I shared a long commute with and the rent was cheap, although one thing that bugged me about her was that she would take advantage of guys physically and financially with whom she had no intention of staying with. She was a big time user, to bolster her own sense of desirability; we'd talk about it, she would laugh and didn't care. She hurt a number of guys that way.

Anway, eight months later this INFP guy and I happened to go hiking together and it was clear that we still had strong feelings for each other (and, well, you know, made out heavily later); it seemed very likely we might become a couple again after that weekend.

So he calls me the next night and asks me if I cared if he hooked up with my roommate (who he knew casually). I was kind of stunned, but we were not officially dating, so I told him I was not going to tell him what to do and he was free to make his own decisions. So my friend and he made plans to hook up the next night! My friend knew we had been on the verge of getting back together over the weekend and how crazy I was about him. I was really upset and asked her not to screw around with him because (1) it was obviously she didn't even want a relationship with him, it was a one-night stand, and (2) it would hurt me on a lot of levels. He was like the only guy I was interested in, and she could fuck anyone she wanted. But she laughed it off. Long story short, I got drunk, he came over when I was crying, said goodnight to me as I went to bed (it was a Monday -- work night), and then they went into her room right next to mine and.... well, yeah. Not just fooling around, but doing it in the very next room.

It took me a day of shellshock and then I got really pissed and had it out with my friend. Then dealt with the guy; he told me later he was scared of getting back together with me, so he did that on purpose to hurt me enough to drive me away. Like WTF, why not just tell me he didn't want to get back together and NOT get back together?

My dark secret: It took me a month for me to completely cut off ties to him and six months before I moved out of that house and away from my friend. Most of that was due to money shortage. I don't talk to either of them today, I don't even know exactly where they are. I look back today and laugh at myself and wonder why it took me so long to cut them both loose. I think I take care of myself a little better today versus tolerating that kind of stuff.

 

[cheese]

Shitty shitty shitty.

 

[Sinny91]

Daymn.. that was real shitty on their part.

I don't know how you keep yourself so composed in some situations.

It's shit like that that would make me see red. Anyone who knows me would never pull a stunt on me.. I'd destroy everything, and everybody, in my path.

Is why I don't do commitment, makes me cray cray.

***

In 2013 I met a really lovely guy called AJ , ahh...he woo'd me immediately with his charm, and his amazing singing/rapping, his idol was Tupac .. everything was going perfect over a few months, ... and then , I dunno what happened.. I became highly critical, impossible to please, and put that man through hell, for no reason at all really, before dumping him.

I regret it, and so did my mate Jazz who just fucking loved him.

I bumped into him year or two ago, he said things between us were going great, but whatever I done and why , he couldn't get his head around, and he couldn't deal with going through it again.

Ahh.

 

[Rixus]

My god, do I [SO/] relate to you right now. I have felt exactly what you felt then. I mean, like, I really want to be your best mate right now.

(That we aimed at Jenny.)

 

[Jennywocky]

Daymn.. that was real shitty on their part.

I don't know how you keep yourself so composed in some situations.

It's shit like that that would make me see red. Anyone who knows me would never pull a stunt on me.. I'd destroy everything, and everybody, in my path.

Is why I don't do commitment, makes me cray cray.

Yeah, I know you would have torched them.

I'm a 5 type. I'm really self-controlled and over-rationalize as my first response, try to detach; when I let myself have a natural emotional response without trying to control it, I realized how awful the whole thing was.

I like being able to maintain my composure, but I have been trying to allow myself to respond in situations more with what I'm feeling/experiencing; it lets me feel more human/alive.

 

[Rixus]

And Sinny, there probably was a reason. I watch every emotional response and I get it. That's why I'm so intrigued. You so need someone who gets that. And you, you know? Capacity is the there.

I have no idea what's going on in this Sense8 Christmas Special. Aside from abandon homophobia which I got. I'm fricking Dying.

 

[Sinny91]

Aha, as an 8 , boy do I feel alive.. dead, but alive.

I wish I could detach more, but it's like anger flows through my veins. Even your story gets me riled up. I do detach when I'm mad, but its the wrong kind of detachment. I blank out, or "see red" , when I'm conscious again, I cast my eyes upon the destruction I've wrought, genuinely with no memory of having done it.

Although, I've noticed over these last 18 months, that I've been frequently opting into flight over fight.. I feel .. emasculated.

Haha.

 

[cheese]

Aha, as an 8 , boy do I feel alive.. dead, but alive.

I wish I could detach more, but it's like anger flows through my veins. Even your story gets me riled up. I do detach when I'm mad, but its the wrong kind of detachment. I blank out, or "see red" , when I'm conscious again, I cast my eyes upon the destruction I've wrought, genuinely with no memory of having done it.

I've noticed these last 18 months, I've been frequently optibg into flight over fight tho.. I feel .. emasculated.

Haha.

Ooh yeah. I had a change like that too. It did suck. Now I'm changing back after years. That sucks too. The secret, Sinny, is not to suck. Sucking is the worst. Don't swallow that shit. Fuck that.

 

[Sinny91]

Yeah.. Its becoming increasingly clear to me that I should cut back on the alcohol/drugs. That post was obviously not made up of the thoroughly considered words of a sober person.

I would like to hear the story of the refrigeratored piss however. Did she think it was juice or something?

This time last year, I was "out of my face" on drugs everyday.

My brain really wasn't working.

Was worth it tho xD

 

[Sinny91]

And Sinny, there probably was a reason. I watch every emotional response and I get it. That's why I'm so intrigued. You so need someone who gets that. And you, you know? Capacity is the there.

Mm, if I had a pound for every intrigue, and every person who "got it"...

There's nothing to get, my heart's on my sleeve.

What I've got to give already given, people mistake much.

 

[QuickTwist]

So Ya'll are talking about relationships.. I am not good at meeting people. I am not in a relationship much more often than I am in one. I will say the relationships I have been in have been pretty mediocre. I tend to try and please my SO in ways they may not appreciate. I also frequently run out of things to talk about which is a relationship killer. At this point in my life I'm not really sure I even want a relationship. Also, sex is secondary. I put more importance on the relationship itself than just having sex. But, Uhg, unless I am in a relationship with someone who is below me I never feel appreciated.

 

[Rixus]

So Ya'll are talking about relationships.. I am not good at meeting people. I am not in a relationship much more often than I am in one. I will say the relationships I have been in have been pretty mediocre. I tend to try and please my SO in ways they may not appreciate. I also frequently run out of things to talk about which is a relationship killer. At this point in my life I'm not really sure I even want a relationship. Also, sex is secondary. I put more importance on the relationship itself than just having sex. But, Uhg, unless I am in a relationship with someone who is below me I never feel appreciated.

It would appear I suck at those, too.

 

[Rixus]

Mm, if I had a pound for every intrigue, and every person who "got it"...

There's nothing to get, my heart's on my sleeve.

What I've got to give already given, people mistake much.

Lol - I'm not really sure what I was talking about by the point. Does this explain that last post?

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But anyway - no one wears their heart on their sleeve. I don't think most of us understand our own hearts enough to.

 

[QuickTwist]

Lol - I'm not really sure what I was talking about by the point. Does this explain that last post?

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But anyway - no one wears their heart on their sleeve. I don't think most of us understand our own hearts enough to.

I guess my question is, do you drink it straight out of the bottle?

 

[Rixus]

I guess my question is, do you drink it straight out of the bottle?

Sometimes. There was a glass used on this occasion. More a plastic cup, really. But whatever's available at the time.

 

[QuickTwist]

Sometimes. There was a glass used on this occasion. More a plastic cup, really. But whatever's available at the time.

Real men don't use cups...

Spoiler

I'm joking, that would be preposterous

 

[Sinny91]

So Ya'll are talking about relationships.. I am not good at meeting people. I am not in a relationship much more often than I am in one. I will say the relationships I have been in have been pretty mediocre. I tend to try and please my SO in ways they may not appreciate. I also frequently run out of things to talk about which is a relationship killer. At this point in my life I'm not really sure I even want a relationship. Also, sex is secondary. I put more importance on the relationship itself than just having sex. But, Uhg, unless I am in a relationship with someone who is below me I never feel appreciated.

Below you?! .. lol.

 

[QuickTwist]

Below you?! .. lol.

Y... You're... You're a big meanie!

 

[Sinny91]

Why do people keep saying this

Lol.

 

[QuickTwist]

Why do people keep saying this

Lol.

Its true, ya know!

You're nothing but a cyber bully!

Spoiler

 

[washti]

used to steal money from my family members.

 

[TheManBeyond]

I was having sex with three different girls each day a different one, for 1 month without condom and total freedom in every sense
I was in love with one of them
I wont say anything else
I have many awful sins that i cant tell.

 

[Ex-User (14663)]

I am betraying the principles given to me by my role model. But he also said inconsistencies are charming. What can I say....