Hey guys. I'm currently a student journalist in my first year after scraping through a 2 semester pre-course for an electrical apprenticeship which I turned away from. Although I enjoy everything in my current course from photography to news writing to audio editing and so on, but for some reason it doesn't feel like I'm running at max potential and I'm doubting whether I really want this to be my future. As a kid I was always interested in the sciences, space science to be specific and I've always found physics to be incredible.
Unfortunately during my high school years where I should have been preparing for a future doing something great, I was caught up in depression/drug use/bullshit, and pissed my time away. I've always been capable of being great at any subject I was put in but having little experience in advanced mathematics, none in physics, and having wasted valuable time, I'm daunted with concerns. I'm worried I won't be able to keep up if I make the switch after my current course (if I stay) as I suppose any worthwhile course will not be a simple feat for a beginner. Though this is true, I figure it's not the end all in this situation.
I want to teach myself math from the simple basics up into calculus and I'm going to have to do it on my own and I want to know where I should start. Whether that be a specific online program or certain textbooks I should go out to buy, I need to know from someone who's well versed in this. After that I'm looking to begin to delve into physics at the early levels. Any other ideas to guide me along would be greatly appreciated.
Unfortunately during my high school years where I should have been preparing for a future doing something great, I was caught up in depression/drug use/bullshit, and pissed my time away. I've always been capable of being great at any subject I was put in but having little experience in advanced mathematics, none in physics, and having wasted valuable time, I'm daunted with concerns. I'm worried I won't be able to keep up if I make the switch after my current course (if I stay) as I suppose any worthwhile course will not be a simple feat for a beginner. Though this is true, I figure it's not the end all in this situation.
I want to teach myself math from the simple basics up into calculus and I'm going to have to do it on my own and I want to know where I should start. Whether that be a specific online program or certain textbooks I should go out to buy, I need to know from someone who's well versed in this. After that I'm looking to begin to delve into physics at the early levels. Any other ideas to guide me along would be greatly appreciated.