steppenwolf
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Hey, everyone. This is my first post here. I've been reading a bit about Asperger's lately and I know I'm not the first one to bring this up, but one can't help but notice that a list of INTP traits is eerily similar to a list of AS symptoms. A little too close for comfort in my mind. Just wondering if any of you guys have ever wondered whether you may have it or where the line might be drawn between the two.
Things I have done in the past that make me think I might have it:
- My mom would always keep telling me to look people in the eye when I was younger and I feel like I don't always use proper body language/facial expressions. People are always telling me to smile.
- I had a couple tics come and go in my late childhood/early teens.
- I used to have a habit of rambling on about something I found interesting at the time but would eventually realize that the person listening was not interested.
- Whenever I decided I liked a girl I would obsess about her all the time. I would never harass her or anything but I could not get her off my mind and would get very jealous.
- I tended to do a lot of reckless attention seeking things when I was younger, I think to compensate for a lack of social skills. (Not sure if this could be considered an aspie trait)
- Throughout my life I feel like I have just sort of been absorbed in my own little world, paying little heed to others or my surroundings.
Reasons I think I don't have it:
- I think I usually pick up on social cues pretty well, although, sometimes the more subtle ones can elude me until I realize it upon later reflection.
- I don't have narrow, obsessive interests. I have plenty of interests but they are broad and tend to change fairly rapidly.
- I can tell when someone is uninterested in what I'm saying and when to change the subject.
- I don't have sensory sensitivities (although I've been told I was a picky eater when I was younger).
- I don't have a need to adhere to routines.
- I have never had trouble understanding humor or sarcasm.
I feel like I've grown out of my introvert shell a lot lately (being more aware of my surroundings, trying to see things from others' point of view, generally being more talkative, etc.) and this may be what is causing me to question my mental health. As far as I have read, no one has ever spontaneously recovered from AS so maybe I'm just growing up? Anyway, thoughts? I'm not asking for a diagnosis and I know none of you can give me one. Just wondering if anyone can relate and maybe offer some insight.
p.s. I'm 22 now. Just in case anyone was wondering.
Things I have done in the past that make me think I might have it:
- My mom would always keep telling me to look people in the eye when I was younger and I feel like I don't always use proper body language/facial expressions. People are always telling me to smile.
- I had a couple tics come and go in my late childhood/early teens.
- I used to have a habit of rambling on about something I found interesting at the time but would eventually realize that the person listening was not interested.
- Whenever I decided I liked a girl I would obsess about her all the time. I would never harass her or anything but I could not get her off my mind and would get very jealous.
- I tended to do a lot of reckless attention seeking things when I was younger, I think to compensate for a lack of social skills. (Not sure if this could be considered an aspie trait)
- Throughout my life I feel like I have just sort of been absorbed in my own little world, paying little heed to others or my surroundings.
Reasons I think I don't have it:
- I think I usually pick up on social cues pretty well, although, sometimes the more subtle ones can elude me until I realize it upon later reflection.
- I don't have narrow, obsessive interests. I have plenty of interests but they are broad and tend to change fairly rapidly.
- I can tell when someone is uninterested in what I'm saying and when to change the subject.
- I don't have sensory sensitivities (although I've been told I was a picky eater when I was younger).
- I don't have a need to adhere to routines.
- I have never had trouble understanding humor or sarcasm.
I feel like I've grown out of my introvert shell a lot lately (being more aware of my surroundings, trying to see things from others' point of view, generally being more talkative, etc.) and this may be what is causing me to question my mental health. As far as I have read, no one has ever spontaneously recovered from AS so maybe I'm just growing up? Anyway, thoughts? I'm not asking for a diagnosis and I know none of you can give me one. Just wondering if anyone can relate and maybe offer some insight.
p.s. I'm 22 now. Just in case anyone was wondering.