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Bring this savage back home.
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Well probably. I have been thinking, because in my past there seems to be a common theme. At the end of a relationship I start getting weird feelings a couple days before the shit hits the fan.
Either I experienced a near mental break down just days before I had it out with the ex, or I somehow sensed something, like psychic. Now before anyone jumps my ass I don't believe in "supernatural" phenomena. That is why I am posting this.
I know this has happened on all relationships, usually I just sense something is wrong, I don't act on it though. This time at the same time I sensed this my emotional state was compromised. I don't like coincidences either, but I don't claim they can't exist. Is this my over active Ne doing things? If so that will be a handy radar thingie. Also why in the hell did it have to happen right at the moment of my problems. I am just hoping it didn't cause it.
Oh and if you don't know what I am talking about, I will explain, I had a depressed moment for about a week, my relationship with my now exgf was destroyed at the end of it all. I am fine now.
So I think I am either mad even thinking this or I am somehow able to piece together subtle clues about things and come up with an idea of how the imminent future will unravel, and since my brain can't comprehend it, I experience it through my under-developed emotional capacity. Put together with some odd depression caused by rather stupid endeavors, I went psychotic and lost my mind temporarily.
Are you pondering what I am pondering?
Either I experienced a near mental break down just days before I had it out with the ex, or I somehow sensed something, like psychic. Now before anyone jumps my ass I don't believe in "supernatural" phenomena. That is why I am posting this.
I know this has happened on all relationships, usually I just sense something is wrong, I don't act on it though. This time at the same time I sensed this my emotional state was compromised. I don't like coincidences either, but I don't claim they can't exist. Is this my over active Ne doing things? If so that will be a handy radar thingie. Also why in the hell did it have to happen right at the moment of my problems. I am just hoping it didn't cause it.
Oh and if you don't know what I am talking about, I will explain, I had a depressed moment for about a week, my relationship with my now exgf was destroyed at the end of it all. I am fine now.
So I think I am either mad even thinking this or I am somehow able to piece together subtle clues about things and come up with an idea of how the imminent future will unravel, and since my brain can't comprehend it, I experience it through my under-developed emotional capacity. Put together with some odd depression caused by rather stupid endeavors, I went psychotic and lost my mind temporarily.
Are you pondering what I am pondering?
