Also, It is so personal for me to watch these videos


I am filled with love, and they all make these personal video's (Speaking directly to you as a viewer). >.>
NO! Not making excuses, just clarifying my genuine excuses... (That was a Ni perspective switch. I'm a bad sensor, I tend to do it a lot. >.> Perhaps also the reason why I spam so much.)
I can reason things very deeply, but there it stops. For instance, someone is making kiss signals to me. Then I analyze how their brains are making them do it (What kind of push they are giving, so I can push back). But then I forget to think that they would do it to flirt me (That is next understanding for me) >.<
Or for instance, That a mate asks me something. Then I will genuinely answer them, without taking notice of what kind of response they desired as I assumed them to genuinely ask me a question.