THE Body is a Lie

[Lyra]

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THE body cloys, it being a lie to drifting infinity.

And by walking too long amongst those who do not dream. I dreamt that I dream neither; now I am lucid, and that solidity was ice. Now I am fluid.

By definition you seek to re-originate yourself? To rebirth yourself from the womb of your binding into a life of infinity, thus subjecting all existence to your intention and limitation?

No. I am not but a process unfolding, neither an imperative applied; worlds upon worlds, dying into themselves in sensory unlimitation. Enter into me when you are finished with arbitrary embodiment.

The fountain of youth: the end of the body, its merging into all.

I do not have A body, nor any sense separate from another. I am not still again, nor do I seek to be human where infinity would suffice. Among these casualties, their life clutching at the corpses they will soon be, I subsume.

When infinity is how they all flow through life, then again shall I be A body and then again shall I need not assert myself; then shall I be vapour.
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-A conversation between XEyeEyeEye and october.

[EDIT: what a curious episode. I've been experiencing a strange kind of permanent semi-sleep for the past 2 or 3 days. I don't mean that metaphorically: I've been asleep for about 40 out of the past 48 hours. While waking, image dream-sensation and vivid memory has been merging with... well, all. And I've been aware of sleeping in a way I never have before. I wrote this after spontaneously reading almost all of The Focus of Life (the influence probably shows) in one sitting-- I slept for a while in between reading it and writing this-- while in a strange state somewhere between waking and sleeping. I then fell asleep for 30 minutes or so, and awoke to my first ever sleep paralysis, complete with immobilisation, hostile demonic presence, and all.

This is posted in INTP for reasons related to the INTP's bodily concept.]

 

[BigApplePi]

Lyra. If you tried wakefulness for 48 hours or longer you might have a different, though not particularly pleasant, experience

 

[Lyra]

My circadian rhythm is non-existent or non-active, so my sleep patterns are very strange and irregular. When I'm awake for that long, I usually begin to hallucinate and become hyper-extroverted. I'm scary when I'm hyper-extroverted.

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