I am not who I was

[utopmk85]

Hi guys. I thought I would start fresh after years of not being a part of this forum. I was here from the beginning as lightspeed, but for those who don't remember:

My name is Michael (prefer Myke or Mike either variation) I am now 31 years old. I am single, and have one son Khayden. I live in Alabama, but I have lived everywhere in the last several years, from this East Coast, and all the way out to San Francisco, San Diego and L.A. I have lived in Oklahoma City, and Denver Colorado.

I have seen the best and worst of life, and I have experienced pleasure that some will never know...and tragedy... every amount of anguish and suffering imaginable.

I have probably done every drug you've ever heard of, and some that don't have names. I feel like I am 1000 years old and I wouldn't trade the insight for a million dollars and ignorant bliss. I am refined, honest, and know exactly who I am.

I have known myself an INTP for 11 years, and have experienced every enneagram type of INTPs and variants, and I know while we have striking similarities, we are fundamentally unique according to our environments, experiences, and genetics. I know we project onto eachother, and can resent one another if we see something we don't like about ourselves in another INTP.

I am currently finished with my first book in a series of Science Fiction Thrillers, and looking to be published.

I have been knocked down, robbed, beaten, caged and spit on. I have been kicked in the teeth and humiliated and the odds were always stacked against me but...


I live. I am strong and resilient, and things can only get better for me. I have learned the power of positive attraction, and how to recreate myself without complaints, or self actualizing negativity. I originally looked to INTP to better myself, and I have come back around again to do it the right way, and to share my journey with you.

This place has survived and grown, and I am so amazed at what my old friends and you have done. Thanks to all of you who share yourself here and....


Cheers!!!

 

[Melkor]

Oh, welcome back, if you truly be Lightspeed, and not some maddened copycater.

I bet this:

I have probably done every drug you've ever heard of, and some that don't have names. I feel like I am 1000 years old and I wouldn't trade the insight for a million dollars and ignorant bliss. I am refined, honest, and know exactly who I am.

helped with this

I am currently finished with my first book in a series of Science Fiction Thrillers, and looking to be published.

P.s Do you still like FF4 and did you know about this: http://store.steampowered.com/app/346830/

 

[TheScornedReflex]

You're not going to flip out and go all "if I can't mod, imma take down the forum. Grrrrrr!" on us again are you?

Looking back on that, do you feel embarrassed at your childish way of handling the situation?

Or is this some diabolical years long plan you have to achieve mod hood once again?

Or is this a faint and you've already bought off the mods?

I'm just rolling with the current paranoia induced conspiracy theme we seem to have acquired.

How do you feel about Mexicans? Or more importantly tacos?

Permabans don't seem so permanent any more. Where's DaBlob?

Shit, now I miss Duxwing. Can you guys imagine him ripping into some of these threads? Lol

 

[TheManBeyond]

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SfdTsQzI3yU

GODSIZE

 

[Kuu]