1: Why not just kill yourself?
Because if you do, you have to live your life ALL over again and suffer thru everything all over again until you find ways to develop from the hardships. They are difficult because we are supposed to learn how to overcome and get a more spiritual or philosophical understanding of things and be understanding of ourselves. Also, if you kill yourself, it can mean severe consequences in after life, I'm not sure what exactly happens, but it costs a lot, so I would never consider it.
If humanity is so bad why still be human?
There are different evolutions of humans, different species, different monkey brains so to speak.
If you are the one that is sensitive, it means you are more evolved than at least half the planet. Look at it like its genetics causing a lot of it and also, systemic issues that don't have anyone specific to blame. Stay in the light as much as possible and be an example of good humanity because it does matter. Little things really do matter to everything around you. You do you and let others do them.
Do you revel in hating, is it not having the motivation or will to do so, do you want to see humanity suffer even?
Not at all. I don't have the energy to hate for very long, I want to make my mind up to feel like 'it doesn't really matter' what others are doing, as long as I'm appreciating my life, myself and my world, I'm actually creating a sort of heaven on earth by doing so. My example will be felt on some level by those around me. I am bothered by suffering very much, but it isn't our place to 'go there' because we don't know what lessons that soul has a contract to learn, they signed up for the life they have, and its not moral to change that in any way, you have to let people learn what they are here to learn and stay out of it.
You are not supposed to worry about what anyone else is doing. Ie,
2: Are children evil?
Everyone is both shadow and light. The work that we must do is accept both sides of ourselves, not deny it in awareness of it. I don't mean do evil things, I mean don't see children as evil, they are a balance of everything. Self acceptance and the job is to balance everything.
Do children deserve to suffer, is child abuse in reality karma?
I hate to see it, and if I see it, and I have a choice, I can try to ask that child if they want me to intervene or call the police.
Even right in front of the abuser I am not afraid to go up to the child and ask if they want help. But, as we grow up, not often that abusers allow anyone to witness what they are doing. For the most part, I think it happens in order for people to learn how to empathize with and heal from what they went through. Your soul wants to learn the hard lessons on this planet, and it signed up for specific lessons before you arrived here. Accept and then figure out how to become independent and free as soon as you can. If its really bad, then, you do need intervention from authorities some how.
3: Is bigotry bad? If humanity is evil is something that upsets humans not a good thing in reality?
Depends on how it is used. I suppose it is meant as a means to protecting something, but it is simply a fear based emotion that restricts the awareness that everything is ONE, not separate. Humanity isn't evil. I'd say systemic racism is the reason things are so unfair and circumstances are so bad for some and so good for others. Nobody is to blame, except its the way cities were made, sections were divided into rich areas and poor areas. Since property taxes from the rich areas enhance education, and the poor areas do not get ahead because property taxes don't provide much. So, the divisions basically create inequalities and you can't blame any one in particular for it.
4: Are empathy and morality bad things? Is it not better to be someone who is intentionally cruel because humanity deserves to suffer?
No, they are good things because they create more peace of mind and stability for humans. Of course not, nothing deserves to suffer.