exhaustion

[DesertSmeagle]

Hey..wusup. Im fucking tired. I just had a really shitty baseball practice where i had to catch the whole time. i caught for 4 hours. Now i feel weird. What does a mentally and physically exhausted intp act like?

I was on the way home and it was dark. I saw a large harvest moon slightly above the horizon. It was glowing orange and was faintly covered by small clouds. And i was suprised to feel emotion. It was really weird. Like a feeling of reassurance and bliss. Ive never experienced this before. And then i noticed how beautiful night time was. I think im nocturnal. Its sooo much more relaxing than day time. Probably because of the conditioned stimuli associated with night time. Night time is the conditioned stimulus for the condtioned response of feeling good and relaxed, probably because it represents the end of a stressful day. I got home and felt really good for once in my life. It was very strange. And now im just tired. I feel like im high, and feel like saying very phliosophical things. Its like night changes who i am.. I must be a wherewolf. The harvest moon keeps me up at night, for it is brighter than 1000 suns. The amish must be happy, for they can harvest their crops on this fair night.

What are you guys like when your tired as fuck..as you can see my grammar is much better than usual.

 

[Words]

Exhaustion represents a portion of discomfort. It provides a good scenario to test your patience. I become irritated easily when stressed(=discomfort) and probably everyone else too. I can't stress enough how important "patience" is. It's great to learn stuff through failures but withstanding an attack from yourself is a valuable skill, especially if external factors are heavily influencing you.

The term harvest moon reminds me of a game I played. I think I'll be a farmer...

 

[snafupants]

nights and rainy days are infinitely more beautiful to me than blindingly sunny days. who invented the latter? rainy days demand a promenade around the neighborhood with an attendant umbrella. its great.

 

[chuhulil]

I love being tired. Mostly because, It always feels as if someone different is invading my body.

 

[DesertSmeagle]

nights and rainy days are infinitely more beautiful to me than blindingly sunny days. who evented the latter? rainy days demand a promenade around the neighborhood with an attendant umbrella. its great.

Rainy dark days are literally euphoric to me. Im want to move to england or ireland one day so it rains alot. So soothing. Light is overrated. Sometimes i wish artificial light was never crreated, so i could just enjoy the night. You get light all day, why ruin the night with artificial light. Enjoy the darkness while it lasts. I love looking out to the night sky to see an abundance of stars, and seeing the light of the moon reflecting off the clouds. Hoping ill see a UFO...ha

 

[EyeSeeCold]

I love being tired. Mostly because, It always feels as if someone different is invading my body.

MUST NOT SLEEP MUST WARN OTHERS

 

[DesertSmeagle]

Aha..being this tired reminds me of cymbalta withrawal without the eye orgasms, and derealization..Kinda nice. It seems time is moving faster though.

 

[chuhulil]

MUST NOT SLEEP MUST WARN OTHERS

Probably should have explained that a bit better...
I'm just so tired that if I do something, I'm only half conscious that I'm doing it.

 

[EyeSeeCold]

^ It's a reference to Invasion of the Body Snatchers