What is "Unsymbolized Thinking?" - no internal monologue or visual imagery

[Black Rose]

Animekitty is an unsymbolized Thinker.

 

[Black Rose]

 

[Black Rose]

I look around, I see stuffed toys, I see my bed, I see my dogs.

I close my eyes.

music echoes in my head.

I do not feel my heart, I do not feel my guts. I feel the pressure n my skin from the chair.

I do not sell anything, I do not feel my breath.

I look at my eyelids, They are grey-black.

There is no empty space, everything feels three inches away.

I feel my thalamus existing at the top of my head.

The sound is 3D. From my headphones.

Eyes closed I stretch my hand / are out.

feels like ripples on a pond as the moon is dark.

the sound feels like ink in water. no separation between the air between my ears and the vibration. th thalamus is not separate from the entire head.

My corpus callosum feels like transparent water but black. Like in the tub with the lights off. and painfully hot.

If I were blind I would not see color when my eyes were open. All I see is black.

I try to remember things.

a goldfish is yellow.

the female Disney fish in Fantasia.

when I look I see black

but it waves like a person waving at me when they are behind me as I look in the opposite direction of them.

looking at the fish is like looking at things behind my head.

on the wall, a picture is behind my head.

I shift my eyes left eyes closed.

I turn left and I know where the wall is.

I know where all the pictures are but I see nothing.

Somehow I know.

But

There is no color, just black.

There is no outline, Just black.

If I were blind I could locate all items in my room.

But there would be no color, but maybe outlines.

 

[Black Rose]

Colorless green ideas sleep furiously was composed by Noam Chomsky in his 1957 book Syntactic Structures as an example of a sentence that is grammatically well-formed, but semantically nonsensical. The sentence was originally used in his 1955 thesis The Logical Structure of Linguistic Theory and in his 1956 paper "Three Models for the Description of Language".[1]: 116  There is no obvious understandable meaning that can be derived from it, which demonstrates the distinction between syntax and semantics, and the idea that a syntactically well-formed sentence is not guaranteed to be semantically well-formed as well. As an example of a category mistake, it was used to show the inadequacy of certain probabilistic models of grammar, and the need for more structured models.

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(Colorless green ideas sleep furiously)

Has semantic meaning to me?

The transparent green concept makes the dog twitch well dreaming unconscious.

 

[sushi]

i believe there is no such thing as a void nothingness thought

our thoughts are always based on pictures , forms and geometry symbols.

even full blackness(darkness) or blank white is a thought based on colors.

 

[birdsnestfern]

I think it means you haven't had much fun in life. Wish you would go play a bit - sit in a park with a picnic and a book, take Amtrak along the coast and back, try the sunset limited in a sleeper car and stop in New Orleans for Beignets and Jazz and a Steamboat Natchez, do something fun. Do you have to stay in your room? If you have a lake nearby could order a fishing pole or just find a hiking trail and say hi to people on the trail, or anything to stimulate the brain with more experiences. Try a commune in Oregon, take your dogs to the beach? What kind of dogs do you have?

 

[Black Rose]

I have no mind's eye.

My thinking is abstract. Needs no symbols to realize the meaning of things.

Semantics to me is all subjective, that is that the private understanding is not in the phonetics but in the nested relations of the symbols of a graph. It is a math of the unconscious.

I told my therapist (ESFJ) that everything is curved into itself.

I think it means you haven't had much fun in life.

True. But only between (19 to 34) (6 to 18) was fun.

My sister is xSFP, she did drugs and went to parties but got pregnant and now works as a secretary at an insurance firm. (I did not party, I graduated high school)

do something fun. Do you have to stay in your room?

Staying in my room is fun to me.

But only half the time. I take walks at night when it is not hot. I take a stick because of wild dogs. I have no cash so I do not eat at McDonalds or go anywhere outside town.

My mom will get a car soon and she can take me places. Right now I eat at Burger King with a card when I see my therapist once a week.

My plan since 2011 was to go into virtual reality. That way I could get help with my a.i. project. I do not want to get a job because that requires obtaining skills and I have a learning disability.

What kind of dogs do you have?

 

[birdsnestfern]

Awesome! ok, as long as you are happy, thats what matters. Aw, your pup is super healthy looking, enjoyed the video!
Thanks for sharing!