No treatment for autism exists, I get that.
But what does the profile mean?
I am slow and can only remember so few items at once.
Yet I can do great at understanding language and doing spatial tasks.
I heard that central coherence is important to drawing and video games.
This is weak in me.
My cognitive control is high, I break down problems into small steps to get them done but it takes time.
And people are emotional, they do not seem to consider logic well.
I track things to a main point.
I get overwhelmed sometimes and act childlike.
There is a problem with other people I don't seem to be able to
Sorry I don’t really feel like writing very much, are you an enneagram four by any chance? This could very easily be you in the throes of a type 4 fixation as that typically tends to do with feeling defective or flawed in some way and spending lots of time and energy having that as your focus.
I am not really sure what you hope to find out exactly, I am sure there’s nothing really wrong with you, but you seem to want to add labels on to yourself hoping that will solve something.
I honestly don’t know what you are hoping to find out, you could test your mental facilities I guess but if they haven’t ever caused any problems then I wouldn’t really focus on it. And also trauma can cause all kinds of issues, that can even affect your mental processing abilities.
There is honestly little real evidence for a biological underpinning to mental disorders like autism. Sure you could label yourself that but would it really change anything, most of the time they just use the DMV or whatever it’s called, to make a diagnosis.
Since mental illness doesn’t really have a strong correlation with a biological underpinning, it’s not somehow like your very capacity at thinking or how you take in information and respond to the world around you is biologically flawed. Besides that do you really want to give weight to an ideology that basically labels some people as being biologically faulty? Psychiatry has a really brutal history if you were to look into it. Besides why would you let greedy out of control corporations dictate on what a supposed healthy and sub optimal functioning human being should be like?