Ok lets break this down.
Well I already have a job or had for the matter but I’ve probably either got fired or they thought I quit so that is the most significant current problem with the most weight.
Yup that's a problem, lets not sugarcoat this if you can't hold down a job (or fend for yourself in the wild) then you're a dependent, you would be a child except you're too old to qualify as a child so you're a man-baby.
Do you want independence, respect, the love of a woman?
The fact of the matter is that you will have NONE of these things until you can feed yourself, and buying food with money your parents gave you doesn't count.
Part of what I have to do right now is convince my father to let me take these next few weeks before it is my birthday to study up on drivers ed course cause I already have a car and chill my mind to prospect for new opportunities. To get on with things. That’s what I’m most stressed about. Also my current living environment is toxic and my parents don’t treat me with enough respect
Man-babies get no respect, if you don't have a job how are you paying for fuel, maintenance and registration? Did someone give you that car, are you being given money for these things, why should anyone respect you?
A car is a luxury, you can get anywhere you need to go by public transport it's just not as convenient and you might say it costs more to use public transport, it doesn't. I've seen losers like you keeping some old shitbox working just well enough to keep rolling and it may only cost them money occasionally (or begging their parents) but it adds up.
Also my current living environment is toxic and my parents don’t treat me with enough respect in their wording, their sound like pitiful douchebags and don’t realize how stupid they sound half the time. I think they are partially getting Alzheimer’s too but it make it hard for them to read me if I never exploit my personality anymore.
Your writing is extremely incoherent, they're not pitiful douchebags they're your parents and I wager they've got their lives more under control than you do, how about you grow up and show them some respect? By the sound of it you need all the help you can get and they're the only people who are going to help you.
And I have many intuitions I’m scared to follow through of and I am awfully too comfortable in the position I am at rn which is merely playing video games and sleeping but soon the force of nature will call upon me and I will have to move with it or get left behind and the further back you get the harder it is to catch up
Honesty is good, mate if you get your drug problem under control and your life back on track then I will respect you and it won't just be me either, everyone's got problems and when you get your shit in order others will see that and they'll be drawn to you. Granted they'll mostly be scum looking to leech of you but that's better than nothing and as you become a better person better people will come into your life, then you'll get the independence, respect and love you want.