Ah, apparently I'm not an INTP, curtesy of my Neon- Iron combo, says Lor.
Probably explains why she likes my company so much,
I simply keep INTP as my label..Well because, even as I tell you I'm ENTP, you are assigning dozens of pre-loaded character traits to me, most of which don't apply. I'm a very atypical ENTP, no self confidence, lack of a social life, seeming lack of extroversion in person. Whereas of the traits attached to INTP, I relate a good deal better.
On the right lines; kind of wish a treasure map (or other equivalent symbol) would fall into my lap that I can bid farewell to that dreary old inn of life. I need a chance to head out into the wilderness - whether it be physical/mental or even spiritual, and find out who I am and what I'm really made of; not stuck in this mire of mundane sensibility.
Hmm, it's funny; I somehow imagine I'm much more willing for a dangerous and brutal adventure and yet in ordinary life I curse and angst about merely answering a telephone.
I think I just need a goal or cause, something larger than life, something larger than myself. Anything apart from a normal life!
I needed to sleep and let the unconscious deal before I knew my response. I'm well, but I have a lot of wordly duties/distractions to balance with writing this weekend. I'll write a proper message as soon as I can ^^
A problem with desire/need is that it is not easily consistent. How do you control it? How do you control what you want? and consider the variety and complexity of your wants, how many factors and how do they relate to each other? My mind is in chaos because of this ( I think).
Sentiment in the internet is like unsweetened juice. I cannot see enough.
Oh. May I ask how you lead your life? How is your lifestyle?
I find your last sentence strange, which makes it interesting. Indeed, I'm burdened by indecisiveness regarding lifestyle and it affects some of my behaviors though I didn't expect it to change much of how I display myself in the forum. Back to that sentence, strange..yes..strange.
Do you often say that? "Let me know if I can do anything, okay?".
I'm partially through reviewing some history, and it's strangely like observing myself acting from a coma (I know that's not technically possible ), but... it means I may have a clearer perspective on replying to you soon.
Thanks! Yeah, I rather like it as well; somewhat captures the nature of my life at the moment . It took a lot of effort to find and steal (as in it was completely by chance.) I'm otherwise quite envious how everyone else on this forum seems able to find the most interesting images for themselves and with such ease, changing avatars so frequently. That, and now you know I'm not quite so juvenile as the name and avatar of "JimHawkins" might suggest (I am really: at heart.)
"Tyria" on the other hand I think much better. If it hasn't been asked already, what made you choose it? Again, thanks for the welcome. I rather like it here.