I never considered 'being needed' as a reason for being here. I don't feel needed here. There are some people here who would miss me if I were gone, but by the same token, there are lots more who wouldn't even notice. I come here because I like it - I enjoy some of the discussions, I enjoy reading some of the posts, and some of the posters I feel quite connected to. But you seem to be taking it way too seriously. Come here if you want, don't if you don't want to. It's different now to 6 months ago with Melkor, lor and the Fury but that's life - things change. Chill.
I know - I saw your message to brain on fb. I think you need to take advantage of the situation to work as hard as possible on your GCSEs to get a damn good set so you can go to a good sixth form and get on with that film career!!!! Freedom awaits. Next film to watch is Blue Velvet - David Lynch.
You are you and you are fine. You're just young and can't yet see a wide enough perspective but you are an extraordinary mind. Stay well & take care.
I wish I could, but I don't know how I'd live really, I can't make money from singing and I don't play a musical instrument, so I'm out of luck there, plus I don't think I could make money from selling my doodles =P
I'd end up starving if I just wandered around, but I still think it would be fun... maybe if I save up lots of money first to keep me going while I travel... ^_^
If you do start a revolution, and need someone to threaten people for you, just ask me though =P
sorry to hear about the MSN - is the same with facebook? You know my real name - just search for me if you want even though fb chat is clunky. Yes, I drop in to PC most days even though I don't post much so pm me there. Take care, grasshopper.
It doesn't sound pretentious, it sounds like fun =P
It also sounds like one hell of a fun life. Go for it, I vote, and that way even if you do fail, you're not going to regret giving up on your dreams, are you? I think if I was in your position, I'd regret losing those more than having lived a life of just drifting around.
Good luck, okay? (I bet you won't need it though)
And I think careers would only be like that if you were forced into them, or if you were in one that you disliked, or it didn't suit you, I guess. I'm hoping that someday I'll stumble onto something that I find interesting enough to stick at, although I'm starting to think that it's not going to happen =/ I bet I'll end up drifting around, sooner or later...
You probably shouldn't be in the public education system. If you could move to a school involved with gifted children, the liberal arts, innovative educational techniques, and with an atmosphere saturated in critical thought and the freedom required for its expression, you'd flourish - mentally and emotionally.
There /are/ pockets of air, scattered throughout the world. Gotta find them though, bugger.
You're taking stoic to another level my friend. And that glow on your face, its so brilliant.. almost plastic like. Not that I'm accusing you of plastic surgery.. I'm just saying, your face looks great! Also, I dig the mustache and goat combo. And think the fairness of your skin would be a huge hit in Japan.