Likewise, it's just that I attempt to live life and see how it goes. I try to be happy with whatever I come along, and usually that works.
I can't fail to notice how it's one big game, and we can never permanently win it, however. It can go good, for a while, but sooner or later we lose. We can't bypass this, we can't win. We can stop playing, but even that equals losing to me. Some people trying to be wise would say that you win simply by playing, but it doesn't always feel that way.
That being said, i'm not unhappy. Not now, not anymore. I've probably been happier for longer periods of time than most people, and the main reason for that would be the way I think. It just isn't failsafe, and when it fails, it fails hard. It's the only way I know, and when that doesn't work, I question literally everything, all over again.