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Suicide

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Consider being a sensor, just for the sheer fact that most people are sensors.

Which is why I wrote this: What makes you think I didn't? Honestly no, I haven't disagreed much with people about my situation really at all. If anything the things I've disagreed with are people's opinions on things outside of my situation, or I'm just correcting people to bring about...

Thanks for the advice and at this juncture I would. But the problem is I don't have the money, and I won't until I get a job. And that could be tricky with the anxiety What do you use? Primal defense or jarrow formulas? I did a quick shopping search and the former was the most expensive, the...

I generally agree -- thanks for the advice and I'll try, at least limiting my internet usage.

It's fine to feel annoyed by others, but once you let those feelings turn into judgements, that's where it becomes an issue. You also have to recognize it might just be your opinion. Some people just aren't that smart, it doesn't always mean they don't mean well. ^ This.

I will. I'm browsing positive subreddits right now. Going to exercise downstairs once my family leaves for work and school, go for a jog, and then talk to my mom about some things (which i fucking hate, but I have to go against the grain -- listening to Kuu.) Now I'm done.

I was going to let this thread die because I felt like it was mental masturbation but after re-reading some posts, there are some things I do want to clear up because I do see a certain practical need to it. Actually, no, in many of my responses I haven't been like that. A lot of it has just...

It's an anxiety thing. I just realized my question was stupid. How the fuck will some random person online determine that I can't achieve my goals because of how bad my situation is? And because of that now I feel like people are just giving me an answer to shut me up. Forget I asked. Like...

Are you implying that you think my situation is that unfavorable for achieving my goals?

I developed social anxiety and depression due to living in a bad upbringing (family abuse) for a few years. I talked about my experiences leading up to my situation in my previous thread I posted last year. I think there's a difference between my situation with mental illness compared to someone...

Why do you ask this?

No, it's not that I'm listening to society. If anything my short term goals of finding stability being self-sufficient and independent look like conforming to society, when it's actually just, well, trying to be self-sufficient. I've always wanted to be completely self-sufficient and...

I still live at home with family. I spend every day on my laptop. Occasionally I might go out for a walk, and I have therapy once or twice a week, but I'm pretty much 99% in my head. I've been like this for the past 6 years, even in school. I have shut myself off from other people temporarily...