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"Dissociative disorders (DD) are conditions that involve disruptions or breakdowns of memory, awareness, identity, or perception. People with dissociative disorders use dissociation, a defense mechanism, pathologically and involuntarily. Dissociative disorders are thought to primarily be caused by psychological trauma."
"Depersonalization/derealization disorder (DPD) is a mental disorder in which the sufferer has persistent or recurrent feelings of depersonalization and/or derealization. "
"Depersonalization (or depersonalisation) is an anomaly of self-awareness. It consists of a feeling of watching oneself act, while having no control over a situation.Subjects feel they have changed, and the world has become vague, dreamlike, less real, or lacking in significance. It can be a disturbing experience. "
"Derealization or derealisation (sometimes abbreviated as DR) is an alteration in the perception or experience of the external world so that it seems unreal. Other symptoms include feeling as though one's environment is lacking in spontaneity, emotional coloring and depth.[1] It is a dissociative symptom of many conditions, such as psychiatric and neurological disorders, and not a standalone disorder."
"Brain fog includes symptoms of confusion, forgetfulness, and lack of focus and mental clarity."
"Asociality refers to the lack of motivation to engage in social interaction, or a preference for solitary activities. Developmental psychologists use the synonyms nonsocial, unsocial, and social disinterest."
Okay, now all definition is laid (thanks to wikipedia).
Now I just want to say that I usually to always experience these 'mental disorders' and asociality. Anyone else with the same struggles? Its been bothering me lately, I havent noticed it before because Ive been living alone for four years but this summer when I got home, I feel like Im detached from my family, its a lot different from four years ago before I left home, they feel more distant or rather, I became distant, Its all my fault, unlike before, ive now became a cold and serious person. I dont go out of the house and talk to my former friends, Im a total shut-in and if i ever get a chance to socialize, Im most of the time very awkward and uncoordinated and i find it hard to disguise my utter disinterest which results into the awkwardness. I can say Im literally 'friendless' and i dont know if i should even feel bad about it, its okay for me but its not obviously okay for them because we are inherently social animals and cant afford to avoid other people. I also developed this derealization disorder, i feel so detached from my mind and emotion, which is probably why i act very distant to my family, its like i cant feel anything from there anymore were in the same house but i seem to be from anotber dimension. Its hard to explain but i hope you get it, if you experience the same.
"Depersonalization/derealization disorder (DPD) is a mental disorder in which the sufferer has persistent or recurrent feelings of depersonalization and/or derealization. "
"Depersonalization (or depersonalisation) is an anomaly of self-awareness. It consists of a feeling of watching oneself act, while having no control over a situation.Subjects feel they have changed, and the world has become vague, dreamlike, less real, or lacking in significance. It can be a disturbing experience. "
"Derealization or derealisation (sometimes abbreviated as DR) is an alteration in the perception or experience of the external world so that it seems unreal. Other symptoms include feeling as though one's environment is lacking in spontaneity, emotional coloring and depth.[1] It is a dissociative symptom of many conditions, such as psychiatric and neurological disorders, and not a standalone disorder."
"Brain fog includes symptoms of confusion, forgetfulness, and lack of focus and mental clarity."
"Asociality refers to the lack of motivation to engage in social interaction, or a preference for solitary activities. Developmental psychologists use the synonyms nonsocial, unsocial, and social disinterest."
Okay, now all definition is laid (thanks to wikipedia).
Now I just want to say that I usually to always experience these 'mental disorders' and asociality. Anyone else with the same struggles? Its been bothering me lately, I havent noticed it before because Ive been living alone for four years but this summer when I got home, I feel like Im detached from my family, its a lot different from four years ago before I left home, they feel more distant or rather, I became distant, Its all my fault, unlike before, ive now became a cold and serious person. I dont go out of the house and talk to my former friends, Im a total shut-in and if i ever get a chance to socialize, Im most of the time very awkward and uncoordinated and i find it hard to disguise my utter disinterest which results into the awkwardness. I can say Im literally 'friendless' and i dont know if i should even feel bad about it, its okay for me but its not obviously okay for them because we are inherently social animals and cant afford to avoid other people. I also developed this derealization disorder, i feel so detached from my mind and emotion, which is probably why i act very distant to my family, its like i cant feel anything from there anymore were in the same house but i seem to be from anotber dimension. Its hard to explain but i hope you get it, if you experience the same.