What helps me is active meditation. I also can have the problem of my thoughts zooming faster than I can keep up with, and the result makes me feel trapped. So I do something strenuous with other people around (something like a rock climbing, heated yoga, or capoeria) where my personal goal is to push aside all thoughts that invade my mind and replace them with a sensory stimuli.However, I really wish I could shut off my brain right now. Too many thoughts are flowing through my mind followed by pervasive feelings of dread.
I can understand.I'm so fucking sick of living in the city it's not even funny
Certainly going to be trying that now. I ran completely out of music, a creative blockade. I think that could be the cause, I think I'll start to watch joe rogan podcasts since they're so long.What helps me is active meditation. I also can have the problem of my thoughts zooming faster than I can keep up with, and the result makes me feel trapped. So I do something strenuous with other people around (something like a rock climbing, heated yoga, or capoeria) where my personal goal is to push aside all thoughts that invade my mind and replace them with a sensory stimuli.However, I really wish I could shut off my brain right now. Too many thoughts are flowing through my mind followed by pervasive feelings of dread.
This is called sleep paralysis. Essentially, it's what happens when your mind wakes up before your body does. Our brains paralyze us as part of our normal sleep cycles, but when something happens to disrupt the sleep cycle, weird things happen.It was not exactly just a dream, but the experience of possession. Like another entity competing with me for my body, while i was hoping to wake up, physically. And the intuition that in order to access my body again, i have to merge with them or surrender to their control again. I had many similar experiences of exploring various altered egos.
Some people get off on feeding off of other's misfortunes, so they can feel like someone with power over them by being a voice of wisdom or guidance. He probably had issues if he pounced on you like that. I've met several individuals with a type of bipolar disorder who do that.ike he was concerned for me and want to help. But i am sure he actually wanted to scare me.
When we're sleeping, the frontal cortex is asleep, along with all of the rest of parts of our brain that are responsible for organizing information and rational thinking. The more primitive parts of our brain are still awake. This includes the amygdala, which is responsible for our fight-or-flight responses, anxiety, paranoia, etc. This is when if there is something bugging us or something we're anxious about, we have bad dreams. When something is off-setting your normal sleep-cycle and you get into sleep paralysis, the amygdala is the only thing that reacts. Unfortunately, the more you panic, our brains continue to add-on to the awful situation, making it worse and worse. This is why sleep-paralysis hallucinations are so traumatizing; our worst fears and anxieties play out before us, and all we're capable of doing is reacting with fear and panic.Because i am still possessed by that shadow character. Who kinda represents my father who doesnt think highly of me. Or else I really just dont have what it takes and need to remain a tripping nothing. All i have may be delusions, i am not certain. And corona just fucking tops it off. Since i have a very low immune system.
You can't make anyone do anything, don't feel bad. We read of our own free will.Whoa, did i just made you read all of that? So sorry. I am literally pleased to read my own writing, right now, because i wasn't sure if i am still able to express myself like that
*shudder* If that is socializing I'd rather just die, thanks.I think a few aspects of becoming social I can't emulate well is taking lots of selfoes, especially with friends, and messaging people daily
I don't know what you consider normie but you might like The Expanse. It mixes a number of narratives (The Hero's Journey, Noir Detective, Future Collapse, Political Thriller, and so on) into a whole. I kinda hate the main character (Holden) but there are loads of side characters to appreciate. More interesting is the world itself. And it manages to keep fairly scientifically accurate considering it is a futuristic space kinda show.Of course not super normie ones, just call sci-fi/philosophical/action scene stuff.
Don't just an artist by his sketch!working with my landlord today, he is a sketch artist, and not the type that draws people.
if I never return, send memes.
It’s usually painfully cold and then we get something similar to a UK winter during spring/autumn, and then we get a summer lasting about 2 weeks, often with intense, unbearable heat.
my calculous teacher hated me, he would deduct 90% of the points from a problem if I didnt show my work exactly how he wanted, even if my answer was right. I feel your pain, but at the least, it isnt an english teacher, because then you really are fucked.This professor which I think dislikes me (not entirely baseless, I don't think he likes my attitude.) is holding a research position for Deep Learning research internship over the summer. I'm going to apply but if he somehow finds out what I look like before, or I don't absolutely destroy the interview then I'm done for.
A terrible tale. The project that I'm actually interested in and he's the supervisor. God damn.
I like and loathe these moments, the surrealism of it. Out of all the teachers and all the research positions I find myself at the mercy of him. Why do these surreal moments keep happening?
It sucks man.my calculous teacher hated me, he would deduct 90% of the points from a problem if I didnt show my work exactly how he wanted, even if my answer was right. I feel your pain, but at the least, it isnt an english teacher, because then you really are fucked.
my teacher failed over half my class btw...
I usually wonder if I could make a squirrel suit, and if it could be done with cheap supplies, and if you could escape the police with a squirrel suit.We say we enjoy life by ourselves but ultimately when we hit the bed and we can't sleep all we can think of is "I'm alone, by myself."
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When i was a student i lived without shower. I used one at the school. I had about 10$ for food each week. This went on for maybe 10-15years. To get driunk I brought similar situation friends along. We got into the pub and stole all bears that was left alone.Fuck this dude I'm kept inbetween having many friends to not having many.
I'd do phenomenonally if I didn't have to deal with retards.
I am just so aggravated because they think they're class and resilient but they do the most retarded actions ever.