Welcome.
I am fascinated by your avatar. Ever since you arrived I have been attempting to decipher just precisely what complex mixture of emotions, of internal struggle it is supposed to portray.
It is not fear, but somehow wariness and worry, caution about something. Yet it is also yearning, a desire for action, paradoxically mixed with some sense of half-hearted resignation, ultimately leading to that frozen, lost gaze, silent shout, filled with uncertainty; perhaps trying to restrain the thought: "I have tried to help you, but there's nothing I can do if you don't want to be helped, you stubborn, naive, fool", just as the loved one departs on some doomed-from-the-start endeavor, never to meet again.
But I'm still not sure. Maybe I find myself reflected in it; that's just how I look and feel most of the time...