Black Rose
An unbreakable bond
Sometimes it does not seem that I have ingratiated new information into myself as thoroughly as could be. When I understand something I don't have to thing about its relationships to other facts as it were but automatically can tell if its compatible with (or not) another subject I have come across. The problem is I cannot analyze what I'm taking in in real time if its not what is gauged by what was know beforehand. Totally unrelated data cannot be processed. I was thinking that I was slow in a specific area as to what I could learn. This sort of the difference between calculation and real math. The link to absorbing raw info then to understanding has been a mental block I don't fully get.
If I am being inaccurate it might be that I am trying to decide what coarse to take next semester and don't know what it is I should pick. People tell me I'm intelligent but I see that I have certain features not listed as what would be amiable for what I want to do. I don't much know how to explain what it is that makes me feel deficient but I would say that I've been focusing on objects more than people. People are fine but varying. I wouldn't guess that many have influenced me to any degree where I've benefited in being able to truly connect.
If Se is learning by experience I think it is what I'm not getting good at. Every experience I forget?
If I am being inaccurate it might be that I am trying to decide what coarse to take next semester and don't know what it is I should pick. People tell me I'm intelligent but I see that I have certain features not listed as what would be amiable for what I want to do. I don't much know how to explain what it is that makes me feel deficient but I would say that I've been focusing on objects more than people. People are fine but varying. I wouldn't guess that many have influenced me to any degree where I've benefited in being able to truly connect.
If Se is learning by experience I think it is what I'm not getting good at. Every experience I forget?