Not literally but with this sudden choice to go see this girl and impulsively getting a car that is not the typical shit I usually do. I'm not thinking about the past really either I'm just looking ahead. Don't get me wrong I make associations to memories all the time but I'm not dwelling on them like I was. This post is for me to speak my thoughts mostly. Have any of you gone to your shadow as well and what was your experience?
It is possible to enable ENTJ/INTJ mode, but it's very tiring - you lose a lot of energy. Just trust your gut (just don't analyze, don't think, wait for the obvious thought, because we have strong unconscious Ni), then don't look at your Ne, don't get distracted, just focus on completing a job, and do nothing besides your goal - no side projects, no improvisation.
I think INTP type is awesome, but unless you are someone like Einstein or Kurzweil (both genius INTPs) you can't be fully happy or useful for society. So I focus now on completing goals, they give satisfaction, which lasts forever.
(but truly I'm weak, lazy little human, that didn't accomplished anything big yet)
