Crap, Urak. Maybe throwing yourself on the court's mercy was the best way, sigh. (I am a terminal editor and am terrified of hitting the wrong button myself.)
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Ok. Earlier I PM'ed QT to let him know to cancel my replacement, unless he already found one for me. (I don't know if there are rules about requesting, then canceling, a replacement -- but I'm willing to abide by whatever he says about that. he can decide whether I stay or go. Besides, now maybe he needs one for Cheeseums?

We're dropping like flies... gaaak!)
Basically my current strategy is just to read the thread, post responses, and then logout from INTPforum afterwards, then check back a few hours later. That way I'm not tempted to flip back and forth. I tried that this afternoon and was able to be productive doing the other things I had to do. It all sounds stupid, I know, but apparently not having stuff immediately accessible helps me a lot with my focus.
And yeah, I plan to vote regardless, if I have a viable target. It's just I suspect you guys will do the vote before I get home at midnight, even if game close isn't until 3am here. If I'm lucky, I might be able to cell phone in for a moment, but I'll be with my kids for the evening, so ... we'll see.
Also... this thread is starting to sound like Support Group hell with all the apologies. But seriously cheesums, as far as your situation goes, I obviously get it (been there, doing it right now with the emotions). Hope you stay well regardless and your move goes okay. Packing sucks, and I know it can be exhausting and stressful. Please, seriously, be well.
@Urak: Why don't you think Sinny is herself? I kind of chalked it up to either the outcome of the last game or... well, the doobie doobie doobie.
Thirteen sounds like a lot until you look at the list. Easy pickings would be Bronto and PMJ, if punishing play style, but there's no way to gauge Bronto and PMJ has a decent shot of being town at this stage. Everyone's put in some substantial input now, aside from Happy or Helvete, so those are the two I'm concerned about most.