I voted maybe, because I think I could be happier, although I have to say I'm pretty happy lately. Of course, I'm tempted to go with everyone else, and say it depends ( it does, really ) but on the overall, I'd say I'm happy.
Ever since I left high school and then went through a pretty bad depressive period, I've had a problem with who I am. I couldn't quite pin it down, but what I could pin, I didn't quite like or could be improved on. I wasn't happy back then.
But lately, with college, I've found myself a passion, sociology, psychology and I've found myself socialising with people I actually found to be interesting. I'm discovering different faces of "me" that I like. And even my weaknesses don't feel as bad.
Of course, despite all the socialising, I feel lonely, because I've never had a successful relationship, hence the maybe. Although I'm quite positive about finding a nice woman in college or out of newfound abilities at meeting people, I'm quite anxious as I have absolute zero experience in actually getting a date and being in a relationship and at my age, and it will only get worse, I think that could be a problem. So far, all my "interests" end up classifying me as friends OR are already in a relationship. Also, the sex somewhat worries me, but not only that but the part of "being with" worries me, because I'm used to being alone at home...
I'm actually kind of considering giving up on that whole aspect, or at the very least, convince myself I've given up so I can stop thinking about it and just be happy, and if it happens on its own without me even trying then fine. Not sure how that would work out though...
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