OKI deserved that - that's what comes of revealing stuff. You get judged
. But I suppose I must have come across prim and proper online too. How weird. Cos whilst I am middle class (not born that way though) I don't fit into the prim and proper world of the middle classes because I always say what I think, can't bear the materialistic mediocirity and conformity of this class, am much more left wing than the people I mix with and am always getting into trouble for not agreeing with people (I mean breaking up gatherings, people refusing to speak to me ever again type of stuff). Its weird too because when I went to Cambridge I was the only person amongst those I met, who had come from a working class background (my dad was a union guy, worked on the shop floor). All the rest had come from private schools. yet everyone thought I was the poshest, before they got to know me.
I wonder if it comes from the constant self consciousness that has accompanied me all my life. Anyway, I might look prim and proper but I don't THINK I am. But maybe you can tell me differently. Also, my friends and family wouldn't say I was
...but if I could understand,
What you are, root and all, and all and in all,
I should know what God and man is.