Thank you so much for your responses. I'm am currently on anti-psychotics and have yet to have a break. Routine really does help. I was very shaken after the break. I'm having a lot of trouble trusting myself but I am feeling more upbeat. Again thank you for your responses.
Last December I suffered psychotic episode. Since then I've been recovering and have not suffered another break. I'm just curious as to whether others have suffered psychosis and how it manifested itself and beyond that how they regained their sense of normalcy.
I've been gone for a while. Decided to pop back in. Also i have a question if anyone remembers these two guys i think their names were DA BLOB and innapropriate behaviour i think was the other guys name.
I'm a student. Note taking for me still feels most natural in a notebook. So I have 3-5 on any given day. Besides those I also keep a few lying around for Dungeons and Dragons. I also keep one for my running record to track my runs and mileage.
Hi, I was a lurker on here way long ago. I joined one day and suddenly i found myself being a lurker again. So I thought I'd re-introduce myself. Nothing special here just your run of the mill college kid.
So, today while on my run I began thinking about the concept of self and what that entails. Now what I was thinking specifically about was the origin of the notion of self identity. Is identity an innate occurrence as in if their were only one person in existence with no knowledge of society...
Stress affects me in a very bodily way. It usually doesn't manifest itself with any difference in behavior but there is usually a change in my body when stressed for example loss of appetite and less sleeping. Beside that I'd say I'm pretty stoic.
Read the topic. Sat down and stewed for a few hours. That about sums it up. You ever have one of those ideas where it strikes you so heavily and you are almost forced downward because you can't seem to bear the weight of the thoughts you're having. That kind of big. Frighteningly enough I feel I...
Poetry eludes me as a medium I enjoy. I always feel like anything I write is inadequate. I love reading poetry although I do feel that I really only enjoy it from an academic perspective, a nice break away from the usual prose. Poetry feels almost intangible to me. I always feel like I'm not...
I mean its not like I don't express gratitude when gratitude is due. I just happen to rarely say thank you. I'm very inclined to not ask for help so that may be one contributing factor and compounding to that when I do ask for help its usually someone I know fairy well. As for when I receive...
I think that money isn't the root of all the problems. I mean its just a quantification of value. Although I can say that wage slavery is a pretty scary thing. I mean working every day living pay check to pay check at least to me is a scary thought. As for localized labor sources it sounds...
I'm pretty sure I'm an INTP. I very much enjoy debate. I enjoy debate because I feel it provides a chance for a more intense understanding of a topic based off of new perspectives you might gain on that topic from either defending a new argument or hearing out the argument of another...
I rarely say thank you in any context. For that matter I rarely say any sort of social nicety. I leave without saying bye I address you without a hello. Those words just seem trivial to me at least when they're used just to be polite.
In elementary school I remember dreading the prospect of recess because I simply could not understand it. However I was adamant about interacting so I chose the most convenient route of chatting up or at least trying to talk with the kids who were being punished. You see at my school the...
This post in itself was a bit reactionary. I cannot re-take the course somewhere else. Currently i'm a specific program and this course is unique to the program and the institution where i'm studying so there's no transfer credit. However they seem to recognize the difficulty of the course in...
To be honest I have no idea. I seem to understand the material. It all makes perfect sense mathematically and chemically. Though my seeming understanding must not be so good given the grades.
It's not a lack of preparedness either. I'd say that this class has been my focus for the majority of...
Can anyone offer any advice or at least words of consolation? I just failed my second chem exam and I feel absolutely miserable. I've run the numbers in my head, there's no making it back. No way I'm going to be able to bring my up my grades to meet the passing requirement. The average for the...
I'm very bad a flirting, usually it goes right over my head. If I do realize its happening I try my best to not say anything offensive, I mean if they're flirting with me it means they must want to talk to me at least best not to scare them off. That also means conversation tends to be a bit...
I always take stairs two at a time. I've memorized the usual stairwells in my daily routine and take either one step at the beginning or not to get to the top by only taking two stairs at a time. I've done this so often that when I reach a new staircase I can usually tell of I have to take one...
I just got high for the first time. Yesterday in fact. I must say it was an interesting experience to say the least. As stated it really did seem to just invert all of my functions. My usual internal monologue became spoken. Even worse was that usually i try to limit my mind from jumping around...
When I was younger I had the interesting habit of hiding important things "to keep them safe". Eventually that wore off and now i just tend to hold on to things for ever. I have a stack of papers dating from the second grade in my closet.
My minds been cluttered lately. Worrying about applying to college. Where i should go what i want to do with my life. Whether or not i should run in school. So many projects and mid-terms. My love life has also taken a swing. The girl I have a crush on is in some of my classes and their is a...
I definitely feel them sometimes. It takes a lot to make me feel them though, the more tired i am the more intensely i feel them. Does anyone else feel like level of fatigue affects them greatly?
I have a very flat voice. I've been told its soothing and smooth. People who do not know me have trouble telling apart my sarcasm from regular speech, also on an unrelated note I have no laughing noise. When I really laugh its silent even though my body is doing the familiar laughing motion.
My heaven would be living my life over with my memory in tact. Exploring the possibilities. Life's pretty great so having another one would be pretty cool.
I noticed recently that in my High School nearly all of the students write in print. While I have no problem with this it kind of makes me sad in a way. Cursive is like a dying breed. I write mostly in cursive. Most of the older teachers I have write in it too. Most kids can write their names in...
well here's me for the summer at least.
6:00 get up from bed.
6:05 take a shower
6:10 get dressed
6:15 eat a light breakfast
6:20 I go running
7:30 get home drink lots a water and have another snack
7:40 shower again ( i might start only showering after my runs and not before them but I...
Well I was watching old cartoons on the internet and while I was watching a road runner cartoon. One particular scene caught my attention where Wile E. Is standing on a flat boulder. Almost like a floor. Now in real life the boulder could never fall like this because of the air resistance. But...
I love movies here are a few enjoyed a lot in no particular order
Metropolis
wall-E
Life Boat
Hunch Back of Notre Dam
The Thing/Invasion of the Body Snatchers(couldn't decide between the two)
and all of studo ghibli's works(Princess mononoke and Laputa especially)
Well I'm new here so I decided to introduce myself. So here goes I'm 16 years old I'm going to be a junior in the fall. I just had a really random thought and I don't know what to write so I'll share with all of you. How lucky you must feel. Well anyway here it is. I was playing portal I'm...
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