Completely understand you. I was always attracted to so-called introverts because i felt they had more to say. something more than a typical mundane extrovert, i like to learn things, and i feel you have more to learn from someone who is inside themselves rather than someone who can talk all day...
I like this alot.
I feel overwhelmed by sudden adult-hood, I think of it as being pushed into the real world street and being ran over, again and again and again.
simply put:
so not fun.
wasn't prepared, and i HATE feeling unprepared.
This is great. i know this feeling. so very well.your writing it made this so apparent to me, because i too struggle with my introvertedness, in the very same way. i fantasize about going to parties, clubs, etc. but i really feel no desire to, and it makes no sense to me at all, if you think...
I've always had the problem, but have forced myself into looking people in the eye everywhere. I repeat a mantra in my mind while I'm out -
"walk with confidence and purpose"
you keep your head up,
now you look like a dominant person. :D
fake it.
force it.
and smile so you don't look like...
I SOOOO DID!!!!!!!! lol:D
this brings up semi bad memories: i would pretend to have silent lunch so that i wouldn't have to sit with anyone. one day the teacher came up to me, said "katie.. you don't have silent lunch.."so i was like" oh-i don't? okay. "and went somewhere else. ugh. she...
i guess for me, i just want to accept and be happy with myself. my biggest problem is looking back to the past and still analyzing?agonizing. with relayionships i over analyze everything, sometimes good...idk...it's made me stay in bad relationships forever. but at the same time, i love...
i know exactly how that is, i have to tell my husband all the time- i'm not upset- i'm processing. i'll sort it out in my mind and everything will be fine! he still doesn't understand...
1. How often?
all the time.
2. Biggest turn-ons?
a genuine attraction.(to me)lol
3. Biggest tun-offs?
selfishness.
4. What kind?
passionate!!hard and real.
5. What age did you lose your virginity?
13
6. Pre-sex behaviours/tendancies?
excitement.
7. Post sex behaviours/tendancies?
cuddling.
8...
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