I have been learning to monitor the energy in my body and brain. Been letting go of negative emotion by non-resistance. And being non-reactive. I don't act out when I feel threatened, but I feel the fear of no control of situations so I feel the internal self-control to balance my feelings. I feel more embodied but very intense sensations from uncertainty and obstinance and authority. People interactions are intense.
Dear higs, I do not mean to bother you so much, I know you are more holistic so separating functions is hard. Recently manipulator suggested ISFP but I am not good at drawing. I do love art and aesthetics. it is part of my mysticism with deep personal meaning. here I describe my Ni. I do not mean to Wible wobble between types.
Do you understand other types best because you are INFJ?
Would you know about how my type works (ENFP)?
I can only look inward when I listen to music on my headphones (Fi)
(Ne) is like a movie trailer but in you (Ni) it comes out not in. my guess? (the force awakens)
The line was straight down my physical body head and chest. And this was the whole room. up the left side down the right side. the faultline of an earthquake. (I'm just a crack in this castle of glass song)
I do not dance because I like to sit and observe. I don't have the moves in me. A rave or concert would be fun because the crowd is one mass moving together. I am just not natural at it alone or with a partner.
3. Donald Trump is 70 years old. He is the final Trumped. The 7th trumpet in the book of Revelations. I saw on Agust 3, 2016. a Vission The woman clothed in the sun of Revelation 12 she was covered in pure gold liquid light. I Saw her she was real. I thought she was God she was so real. I saw her because I did what Jesus told me to do. Jesus said to love your enemy. I did what he said. I was crying and I fell asleep.
2. Nightcore is loader in my earphones and I can do other things on my computer. I do not dance. 3 and 1/2 is in the book of revelations it is the middle of the 7 years. Dec 21, 2012 - Jun 3, 2016 is the Mayan calendar prediction of the Bible prophecy. The 7 years ends in 2019. ---- 1947 Israel became a nation the 70 weeks of Daneil is between 1947 and 2017 when I had my second psychotic break on Jun 3, 2017
1. I had hallucinations, once on June 3, 2016. I was studying Bible prophecy and went to the hospital. I lost brain synchrony between left and right side. I saw the room and my body split down the middle. I read a news story that the 3 and 1/2 years happen that day. I have what is called Kundalini syndrome in newage circles. Anxiety. Simple Seizers. Frontal lobe burning. 2007-8 shutdown not to have to feel anything
I do think of me a lot. But if I did not I would not be able to evaluate important things. Not that Fe does not but as may be, I want to be special. I want to be appreciated. I had psychosis and was sad because it seemed like it would not matter if I was gone. I like my ideas. I am very personal with individuals. I want to know how I work because life is hard. I guess you can understand others and that helps you.
1. What it like to be me? I like to find the best explanations. Compact, Concise. Like my one word definitions for functions (Te - efficiency) But I know lots of facts that are node I connect with Ne. Example Jesus the name derives from Joshua who defeated Jericho. I like connecting things like that. Things you can't learn at church. I define Fi as Fi directed at self before others. Fe directed at others before self.
I seem to have best relations with you on the forum. Been busy trying to know what functions are. And what intelligence is. I like to understand. But I am random ENFP. So random connect the dot to figure it out. Not step by step. I feel disadvantaged this way. My mind feels disorganized. But this leads to creativity. Things others don't see. I think you see better a complete picture. You get to conclusions.
hullo higsler ... sorta something from brainticket cottonwood hill album and book title idk... mayhap a bible in jamrock that's being used to roll joints. (what 4 request?)will you most morosely mooseless mods be a posting info of new forum for an absentee lurkrook an others? promise to listen to da answer and rejoin intpcult once o rid meself of a shite mobile thingey and buy one of those internet wands that look like uncomfortable dildoes for masochistic midgets. till whenever higs and enjoy your continued breathing (also thanks for info on verhuising)
Well, I was a mod and admin over at TypC probably for a total of 6-7 years, and I've been on staff at Pers Cafe for three years, including running the place for the last fifteen months.
It has its good points and bad points. I like working on the exec stuff... policy issues, helping people, training staff, overseeing process. It can be a real drag dealing with problem members and sock puppets, though.
...so really people who ignore the context that makes some women voluntarily enter the business are the same people who ignore the context that pushes people into drug trafficking and so on. people are a product of material conditions, its that simple really.
and it breaks my heart when im labelled as "sex worker exclusionary" by "feminists"....just watch this video i chanced upon a few days ago...it made me cry my eyes out,, and look at the comments theyre all people laughing and tagging their friends so they can laugh with them.. https://www.facebook.com/bandmanz/videos/1713747858650672/?hc_ref=NEWSFEED
its because people dont see pornstars as human, this is what porn and the sex industry did, it turned them into objects...and then some liberal will come and tell you that you're being a prude,, just because you want humans to be seen as humans...
thats not conspiracy at all, its profitable for the sex industry to invest in anything that would help people "rationalize" and accept our visual culture. if its any comfort to you, just remind yourself that
-labour under capitalism is exploitative and coercive
-coerced/exploitative sex is really rape
you cant believe one without also fully believing the other
so people who think prostitution can be a choice and not a product of material conditions and our distorted understanding of sexuality bc of our conditioning to normalize objectification, also dont really think that labour under capitalism is coercive and exploited. this is why the same people who think prostitution is a choice also think poverty is a choice(look at redbaron's latest comments on the nietzsche thread, they show that altho he initially said poverty is not a choice, he still believes in things like the war on drugs and bla bla which target the poor)...
i think what really ticks me off about this place is when people conflate egoism, apathy, sociopathy and lack of compassion with being "logical" and "objective". like thats the attitude that really gets to me and so many people seem to have it...
and yeah i know what you mean about feeling like a freak...not letting the gaslighting get to you is tough...my bf's been telling me lately that im turning into an asshole because i started discussing these issues with him and im being really unapologetic about it. and i was like stfu. but it got to me and i dont bring up these topics anymore. maybe if we had a platform to discuss these things and talk to other women with similar opinions/experiences then we wouldnt come off as crazy
Yeah i think im going to take a break. This toxicity is a new thing...I don't really know what's the matter with me... I had too many epiphanies all at once about how repugnant the visual culture we're surrounded by is...and I've been full of anger since then haha.
Honestly I can't stand this forum anymore. It's weird that I used to like this place. I don't know why I couldn't see how malaligned I am with the majority of posters here. I don't wanna let go of the comfort of having a cozy thought dump full of relatable content though... Is infj forum a better alternative? or should I just abandon foruming altogether?
i saw your post in the You Right Now thread;
wow you've got quite the NiFe look. i'm curious to hear more about the parallels you've seen with family/friends.
there are a few ways, yes. right now we're still in research&development, but one of the things that's helped the most is vid volunteers and bios like: http://cognitivetype.com/volunteer/
ppl have volunteered their vid as a sample or case study of their types, and we have a growing database. the larger the database of samples we have, the stronger the empirical support becomes. we use aliases and omit personal detail, but still that's only for those comfortable with putting their face out in public. :)
as for more introvert-friendly routes, writing down descriptions or bios of oneself or others confirmed by visuals, helps expand the profiles. because we're also in the process of rewriting profiles to more accurately represent the reality of people.
I dunno, nothing is much different here. I live in Maryland about 30 minutes away from the edge of Washington DC. Last summer the most excitement was the Baltimore riots, where I could set on my porch and listen to the sirens in the distance all day...